to deny my feelings
to myself, to them
specially to you
I said it was nothing,
that time will make it go
and I just need to breath slow
just enjoy those squeal,
those rapid heart beats,
blushed cheeks
though to have you is a risk
but I know because of it
I might break
so to deny and to lie
to myself, to them
specially to you
to put boundaries,
series of memories
afraid to be hurt,
to commit a mistake
I realize it wasn't enough
and I'm making it seems rough
to deny, to hide
from myself, from them
specially from you
is the only easy way I knew.
