Practice of Empathy
I haven't been thinking straight. I'm tired and zoning out from everything. I feel like fainting or throwing up. Something feels a bit off and disturbing.
I'm starting to feel what love and strong bonds are like. Many feelings overwhelm me and lead me to how others are feeling. I can feel their pain, their sorrow, their agony. I wish they would all move over to me so they can be happy and avoid making me suffer as well as they were.
This world is something like a dystopia. Everyone is feeding off of one's misery and eventually taking that feeling in and is oppressed by it. It isn't such a pretty world if you think about it. The outside may seem nice but the inhabitants are just cruel and hostile. There are some refugees who practice kindness and good morale but they are barely hanging on.
Horrifyingly, others are still abused and assaulted even if it has been a new world reborn again. I'm afraid of losing others. I don't know what I would do if I lost them. I would rather be the one that goes instead of them. I have no value to this world. It would be better off of it was me.
I'm a changed being. I cannot resist looking at someone else's pain while I stand there, staring. I want to be a kinder one. And I wish everyone could also do the same.
