Unwanted Fortunate

"GoodBye"

                                                         😍⬆ Nobuo and Kireina on the top ⬆ 😍                                    

 As I open the door knowing that dad is probably waiting to hit me so I was ready. When I open it I look."NOOOO". I ran over to the body that was on the floor. Crying my eyes out. "Daddy". As I looked around I saw my sis in the room crying her eyes out with mom. He look at me. I get the phone as I was going to call the Ambulance "No its to late". As he put his hand on my cheek. "daddy why". He smiled " i'm sorry honey I couldn't go through all this pain and making you stuffer I love you" . As tears came out my eyes. His hand came down and as he took his last breath " take care of your sis for me". He was gone. My life felt like it fell apart  I was screaming "Daddy Noooo." mom came behind me put her hand on my shoulder I got up and looked at her " this is all your fault. I ran out the door. 

Outside 

I couldn't see where I was going my eyes were full of tears. I fell on my knees wishing that this was just a dream that this did not happened. I couldn't do this alone. As I saw someone running towards me it was my sis. I can see the tears in her eyes she came to me as she hugged me "Why would daddy do this, Plz sis make the pain go away". I didn't know what to tell her or what to do. I looked at her " it's okay"." no sis it's not, Don't say that it will be okay cause it never is". I looked at her ."i'm so sorry". We just hugged for a while crying our eyes out.  We got up and went back home.

8 Days pass

As days pass it was finally the funeral I couldn't go I was too broken. On that day I went to my dad and I Favorite place when life was worth living for. I was by the lake, as I look at my phone I had so many voicemails from Nobuo he was worried about me after he had heard what happened. As I looked at the water and smiled remembering all the memories we had together. It warm me up. but then I remember I might not get to feel that happiness again. tears just came out my eyes. I finally got up and walked away but I stop and look back at the lake one more time "I love you dad" and walked away.

When I got home 

When we got home I ran to my room and locked the door. Going to make the pain go away again but as I pick up the blade but I couldn't I remembering the words "Never do that again, For me plz I don't ever want to see you like that again". The words that Nobuo had said to me. So I kept my promise and put the blade down. All I really wanted at that moment was Nobuo with me hugging me telling me it was alright. 

It was night

When it was night I decide to sneak out and go to Nobuo house . As I climbed into his window he was sleeping I sneak to his bed and layed with him He turned around in fear "Kireina". "shhhh". He smiled and hugged me as he hold me I started to cry "I miss you". I look at him and smiled "I miss you too". We fell asleep together which made me happy and feel hope that I will be happy if long Nobuo was by my side.

                                                           I'm sorry if this one was bad 

                                I will make more don't worry we are just getting started