Unwanted Fortunate

Coffee

sorry I haven't posted for so long I been really out of it a lot been going and I will start writing now cause I need something to keep my mind off of things. Hope you like it don't forget to share this book please.

Saturday 

Kireina P.O.V

Its finally saturday and i'm hanging out with Akemi today for coffee I got ready and left. As I saw Akemi smiling I went to him "hey". He smiled and open the door "Ladies first". As I walk in the place look huge and finance as we sat down I didn't feel comfortable this wasn't my kind of place.

Akemi P.O.V

As she sat down she didn't look comfortable I guess things wasn't her kind of place. "So kireina how you been". She looked up to me and smiled "Good". I ask her another question about her parents. The smiled on her face disappeared for a while and she smiled again "there fine". I smiled "good."

Kireina P.O.V

When Akemi asked me about my parents I was broken but I couldn't tell him I didn't want him to feel bad for me cause I guess I haven't had someone who cared about me and showed me that kind of love. So it felt weird so I lied to him and said "There fine". 

Akemi P.O.V

"Kireina Who is the boy you're living with now I thought you lived with your parents". She looked at me she smiled, "oh since my parents live so far away for school I moved in with Nobuo cause he lived closer". "oh okay" as she drunk her coffee I just started at her I knew something was up but I didn't bother to ask She smile alot i'm just trying to find out what is behind the smile of hers and why she is trying to lie to an old friend of hers.But as we just talk it was finally night and I walked her home she seem fine after that As I said my goodbyes she went inside and I walk home. It started to rain. I was thinking that I didn't get to tell her everything about what is really going on cause she looked broken herself. thank god she didn't notice I will tell her when it's time. As I walk I could feel tears I don't know why I was crying for some reason but all I know That I couldn't stop I had to much in me.

Kireina P.O.V

As he walked me home Akemi Seemed really different I wanted to ask what was wrong but it is probably none of my business. As he said good bye he walk away and I went inside. As I was Getting ready for bed I sat down And cried I wish I had told him but I couldn't. I wasn't really listening to him today cause all that was on my  mind was Nobuo cause he didn't stop me from going out with Akemi I honestly thought we had something going on when we kissed but I guess he didn't really care. As I said That Tears were just coming they would not stop I whip them off and said to myself Why is there such thing as love I kind of don't believe it anymore cause the person I Thought would never break my heart did and that was my father. That night I made a promise to myself to not love caused it will just kill you inside and out I layed down and cried myself to sleep that night.

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