As obvious as it is, I'm a writer.
The books that you have been reading is by me, Amelia.
I've been having the constant consciousness mind of anxiety.
Due to plenty of exams, works, exhaustion, thoughts, and responsibilities.
Keeping a balance life was never easy for me.
Although I would like a free mind. To choose to think of myself and not care about other people's thoughts and impression about myself.
It was never easy, and will never be.
How would I like to complain all day telling people how I'm tired of them being idiotic and annoying.
Like only care myself sometimes. Allow people the problems I have.
I can't do that right? I have to be responsible and independent of my owns. I mean if you really need to seek help. It's fine nothing wrong there.
But you don't have to let the whole world know.
You complain too much and not appreciate the things they have.
Hey kid.
Would you put your feet on other people's shoes?
You're not the only one who has problems.
And you were given a choice to not handle the responsibility. But then you choose to handle it out of pride and selfishness.
Look at what you have become.
Accusing other people falsely. Always complaining to us the people has force you to things you are handling today.
Dude stop it's annoying.
Though I wanted to not get involved with situations like this and placing it in my own shoes.
I just can't, today I'm really bursting it out.
To be honest, maybe it does involve me and other people. Cause we actually made a point to help and advice you. But at the end you never took the advice and instead crumpled yourself into pieces. Repeating the same old reused words over and over again about how your life is terrible.
Again, we tried to help. But you declined our care.
If you know you going to do that,
Don't even get us people involved while you brag how crappy your life is thank you.
This is what I wanted to say after many times of trying to forgive and forget for your disability to realize how selfish you are.
#1 of how I wanted to keep my cool on telling a person off. And I still won't cause won't help on anything anyways.
YOU ARE READING
My Mind
RandomA book containing lots of questions and thoughts that go through my mind everyday. Just need a piece of my mind and share it with the world you know? You know, that kind of connection? Yeah. SOUL CONECTIONNSSS. KINDA.
