I don't want admit that I'm stressed because I don't want to lose.
I don't want to admit that I can't cope with shit because I don't want to seem unreliable.
I don't want to admit that I can't understand stuff because I don't want to seem like a burden.
I don't want to admit that I can't control my shit sometimes cause I don't want to seem irresponsible.
I don't want to cry because I don't want to seem like a sensetive person.
I can't tell people that I'm sad because it seems like a burden.
I don't want to tell people that I feel empty because I dont want to seem ungrateful for what I have.
I don't want to stop smiling because I don't want to seem to hard to talk to.
I don't want to talk about my life because I don't want to seem like a boring person.
I don't want to talk because I have nothing good to say.
I'm awkward because I don't know what to say.
I can't, I'm so different it's so hard.
Life is hard.
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My Mind
AcakA book containing lots of questions and thoughts that go through my mind everyday. Just need a piece of my mind and share it with the world you know? You know, that kind of connection? Yeah. SOUL CONECTIONNSSS. KINDA.