I just arrived home from school. nakita ko ang mama ko na naiyak nanaman.
she keeps on saying how hurt she is after we found out that my father is having an affair with different women. for 10 years he deceived us!
I now have 5 siblings can you imagine that!?
I always wish to have younger brother or sister but not this way.
I just look at my mother emotionless and went straight to my room.
Hey don't judge me, I am just putting a masked saying " I don't care" but the truth is i am dying inside.
I am acting indifferent not because i don't care this is just my way of protecting myself.
I went out of my room and get a glass of water for my mother and I just hug her. i can't resist her and leave her hanging. I don't want to add more pain to her.
at the middle of the night I was awaken by the sound of my mother who is crying again.
I went to my study table and started writing my feelings, the words that are hidden inside me, the questions that needed to answered.
YOU ARE READING
A Message for him
SonstigesHave you experienced being rejected and abandoned by someone you love, someone you look up too. someone whom you thought will be the one to protect you and be with you for the rest of your life but at the end of the day, he choose to leave you. and...
