10: Final Revelation

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Clyde's P.O.V.

She can't leave
She just can't
No no no no no
"No Bonnie no
You can't go"
-Not without me-
"Please Bonnie
Don't leave me.
I can't be me without
You by my side,
Here, in LA!"
She will never know
Just how literally
I mean that.

"Bonnie please.
We are dating right?
That means we love
Each other right?"
Well at least I love you
And I thought you loved
Me. "Bonnie stay.
Stay here with me.
Show me you love me.
Please Bonnie you are
My entire life."
Oh how ironic. If
She stays maybe I could
Find a way to tell her,
Despite what the demon
Said. Then she would
See the irony. Then she
Would understand why
I need her to stay.

Because it's true, I
Do need her to stay:
Not want, although I
Do want her to stay. I NEED
her to stay, or I will
Cease to exist in this
World. I will be stuck in
Soul Space again, wandering
Aimlessly without a
Solid body to ground me
And make me feel real.
Bonnie can't leave me,
Not now, not ever.

Of course, I know she
Will die like all mortals
At some point, and I know
I will have to go back then,
But that will be a good few
Decades, maybe even a
Century if I'm lucky.
I'm prepared to go back
To Soul Space then.
I'm not, however,
Prepared to go back
Before a fair amount of
Time has passed: I'm
Not happy with going
Because she leaves me.
I mean, seriously. Bonnie
Leave me? Get real. She
Needs me just as much
As I need her, possibly more.

She is just a needy
Little loner who is lost
Without anyone, anyone
At all to depend on,
Except for me. I chose her,
And I could have easily
Chosen a different human
To follow and consume.
I can still choose another,
But not without sacrificing
Her life, and I have somehow
Gotten attached to her. Also
I can't do that to Bonnie,
Not without telling
Her the truth first, and then
She would never forgive
Me, or let me proceed
Without her, and I do need
Her permission to do it.
Curse that Demon and it's
Stupid rules.

"BONNIE PLEASE!
I'M BEGGING YOU!" No it
Is roo late. It can't be too late.
It can't. What, why is she
Just leaving? Just abandoning
Her only friend? I've
Always been here for her
After all. Don't the hours
I spent listening to all her
Tedious anecdotes count
For something? No wonder
The girl has no friends
Other than her 'imaginary'
Friend Clyde. Such a stupid
Name. MY NAME IS DEAN,
GET IT RIGHT.

Ugh, seriously
Though, what kind of a name
Is Clyde? Makes me want
To puke. And there.
She is gone. She didn't
Even look back at me!
No! NO! NO! She can't
Leave me, I can't make
It without her, and
I'm NOT going back to
Stupid Soul Space.

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