Letisha Part 8
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>> 2weeks later<<
This will be my first time leaving my house in 2weeks. I have isolated myself from everyone including Lahraya and Shilah and even Andre. I haven't been eating and I even had to go doctors and I was diagnosed with depression. But I didn't care. You may think oh well.. you lots your son.. well hes not your real son and you have other children. Well that's not the point Romario was my son and I had him taken off me so quickly.
Andre planned to take me and the kids shopping today. He managed to persuade me to go. I didn't and still havent paid any attention to Lahraya and Shilah. Its not like I don't want to or that I don't love them.. I just cant.
We got out the car and Andre out Lahraya in the pushchair. 'You wanna push her?' He asked me. 'Umm naa.. ill push her later' I replied. We started walking and went into a few shops. We were in mcdonalds Andre and the kids were ordering their food while I sat and waited for them at a table. I group of boys walked in but I didn't pay them any attention. I was just staring into space and a hand waved infront of my face bringing me back to reality. I looked at him and seen it was Marcus and his friends, some of them I recognised. 'What do you want' I said screwing him. 'I only wanted to see if you was kool' He said. 'Do I look alrite?' I said getting pissed off. 'To be honest no' 'Marcus is being honest for a change! Shocking' I said sarcastically. He rolled his eyes. 'I just wanted to say sorry bout Romario... I wish I could do something to change this but I cant. Shanakay only wanted him back to get a council flat' He said. I looked at him shocked. 'And your letting her do this!' I said still angry. 'Noo I cant' 'Yeeh you could fight to get him back.. uno go to the courts. But I guess you don't care about your kids do you' I said starting to shout. Andre came over and Marcus stood back. Andre sat next to me and looked at Marcus and his friends. 'What you lot say' Andre said to them. 'Kool.. wag1... nothing still' They all replied except for Marcus. 'What you lot crowding round my wifey for?' He said looking at Marcus and then screwing him. 'Umm nothing we was waiting for you still' One of the boys said. 'Well aint you menta be on the block working?! And what you want me for?' 'Yeeh we finished for today.. and we was just getting something to eat and then we seen your wifey so we decided to wait for you to say koool' The other boy said. The boy said, I knew he was lying. He just didn't want Marcus to get in trouble for talking to me. 'Kool..' Andre said, he then started eating his burger and they all stood around watching him. He took a sip of his drink and then looked at them all. 'Was there something else?' He said sounding abit pissed. 'Ohh na na na' One of the boy said. 'Yeeh there is a problem' Marcus said getting brave. 'What the fuk is your problem' Andre said. 'Na na he aint got a problem' One of the boys said while pulling Marcus back. 'Listen you need to jam... the only reason why your still in dis crew is cuz your brother is my bredrin! But if you carry on ima have to turn nasty you get me' Andre said. He took a sip of his drink. 'Move dis breh away from me... im tryna jam wid my family' Andre said. They all left with Marcus. 'You alright' Andre asked me. 'Yeeh im fine' I replied. 'I brought you a burger' He said while putting it infront of me. I smiled weakly. 'Thanks'. I looked across the table at Shilah. She was getting even prettier and looking just like her dad. I smiled at her and she smiled back. 'You alrite shy?' I said to her. 'Yeh thankyou' She replied politely. 'Do you wanna come sit next to me?' I asked her. 'Yeeeh pleeasse' She got up and ate next to me. I looked at Andre, he had a smile on his face I could tell hes happy. I kissed him on the cheek. 'Past me Lahraya please' I said to Andre. He past me her and I sat her on my lap. Shes gone prettier too. She was so pretty. Im glad she grew out of Marucs's looks and she now looks like me. I smiled at her she smiled back. It sent a weird feeling through me and it made me realised.. at this time I need to be strong for my family, instead of pushing them away. I kissed her on her cheek and she giggled. 'Mummys here now did you miss me?' I said to her. She just smiled. 'Are you my mummy still' Shilah asked me. 'Yeeah! Course I am forever and for always' 'Do you miss Romario?' Shilah asked me. 'Umm yeeh I do' I replied. 'I miss him too.. but daddy said things like this happen. But things are ganna get better' She said. Shes grown up. 'Your daddys right. And wow you've grown up' 'Yeeh im getting bigger and soon ill be allowed to wear high heels like you' 'Yuuup and im ganna take you to buy your first pair' I said.
