Mitch's POV
Trigger Warning: There is/are medical condition(s) that might possibly trigger anyone at the end. So if you're going to be affected by it you probably shouldn't read the rest of the story because it's going to be one of the main focuses. Thank you.
"What kind of answers?"
"Scott. You've avoided talking to me and I want to know why. I need to," I whispered.
"Mitchie, I-I can't tell-"
"No, Scott! This is not a relationship if we don't have trust! You go to Kirstin for all your problems. I put you before everything. Everything! And I can't even have your trust?"
"Mitch I-"
"Be quiet, Kirstin," I yelled.
"Baby, just sit down and-"
"I just want answers! Why is it so hard to tell me? I love you. Is this love one-sided?" I stressed.
"No! I love with all of my heart, but this is something that needs to stay between me and Kirstie. Only for the time being. I trust her," Scott stated frantically.
Scott did a double take and quickly tried to rephrase his words, "I-I trust you too. Both of y-you."
"Why is it so hard to believe you? I trust you with my life. Though, you can't even tell me what's wrong? What happened to that cute couple that only texted and knew each other behind a screen? I want to be that again. To have you not know the actual me. For you to love me for who you think I am. I'm scared and you don't understand why," I cried freely.
"I do understand! I'm scared out of my mind, Mitch! You have no idea what I'm going through. The actual me. You've never met the actual me! The part of me where you can't turn back, you're in to deep to let go, and where all you want to do is change your mind about meeting me. You'll never understand how scared I am. Do you know how it feels to have every single person dump you because they can't 'handle you' or because you're 'a pity case'? No, you probably haven't! You get all the boys and have all the sex. You stay together for years at a time, saying 'I love you' at any given moment, wondering how did I get so lucky?" Scott ranted furiously.
"None of my relationships ever last. So I wouldn't know either. I shouldn't have thought you were going to be different. Trust me or not, I don't care anymore. But this isn't working for me."
"Mitch, I trust you! I do. It's just this is something I can't take back once I tell you. It'll change your view of me," Scott sobbed.
"I would never look at you with anything other than admiration and love. I love you, Scott. I don't say it because it sounds good. I say it because it's one of the strongest ways, I can tell you how much you mean to me. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me and I won't lose you. I won't. Our relationship might not be perfect but, you are the closest thing to it. And I'll always love you for you. Don't let this break us. Please."
"I love you so much. You're everything I've dreamed of," Scott kissed me hungrily.
"I love you. So much," I kissed back with just as much want.
While in the moment, we forgot that we weren't alone until, "Mitchie?"
"Hmm?" I turned to face Scott waiting for the news. Good or bad.
"I have cancer."
I'm sorry.
I hope you'll forgive me. Finally, you get a long chapter filled with tons of emotion. Thanks for almost 700 reads! This might be ending VERY #soon.
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