Have you ever had anxiety?... it's not fun, it's a very scary part of my life and handling it isn't easy either so here's my story about how anxiety has impacted my family, friends, schooling Heath and my life..
Anxiety for me is worrying about if something is wrong with me if I'm sick or if I'm dying or if someone's after me.. with me when I start to worry about simple things that could be solved so fast but choose not to figure it out..
For me I start to worry about one thing like the other day my back started to hurt let me just clarify that I sleep on a foam mattress on the floor, no not because I'm poor or becasue I don't like beds or all of this stuff just becasue that's what I have to work with at the time being but let me get the the point my back started to hurt and my head was like you gonna start worrying so I started to worry then my chest started to hurts and burn and this went on for a good week.. I literally thought I was having a heart attack.. but... Didn't seek help I continue to go to school but every morning when i wake up having that same pain hoping it would go away than my anxiety cought up to me.. I went to school almost on the verge of tears becasue I was freaking out so bad I almost wanted to go to the hospital but slowly calmed down.. then after school I did go to the hospital they checked my heart and my lungs and nothing.... Absolutely nothing was wrong they said I have acid reflux and I need to stop worrying so much... So.. I was okay for the time being.. but then my anxiety was like nope I'm not done yet.. my eyes were being werid super dry didn't know what to do couldn't keep my eyes open it scared me, I went to the eye doctor.. nothing.. perfect vision and I do work on a computer all day for school and electronics are a big part of life.. so your starring at something for so long.. you forget to blink... That's what my eye doctor told me.. he told me your eyes are dry simply becasue you don't blink enough and he gave me eye drops... That was end of that... Now something else.. didn't feel right .. my arm has been hurting for a while now like aching and my anxiety is being stupid still and saying it's something worse then it probably is... Hopefully... Anxiety for me can come and go.. or last forever.... I feel like I'm shaking sometimes then when I have someone look I'm not I get headaches after headaches my legs feel like there shaking all the time or feel like they are..My feet get sweaty and cold I have fatigue sometimes I get confused but I'm aware of where I am it's all werid.. and it's not easy at all for my every day life..
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This right here is a test I took online no I'm not saying everything online is correct and right but I did it just to see what the out come of it would be it asked you a bunch of questions of like symptoms and stuff if you think you have anxiety I'd make an appointment with your doctor..
