me more than you

part 18

I'm a Christian. If you didn't catch that from 17.
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Oh to stay eternally young and unwavered. When I was young I had many more ideas of what my life would be now. Drivers license, boyfriend, college figured out, all A's. I have none. Yea. My grades aren't terrible. In fact you'd laugh at me when I told you I only have one B. I really wanted that A but alas school is usually not your best friend. So I guess it's not all bad. I do have all A's this semester which is awesome. Drivers license. Nah. I'm too afraid to drive. I've had many bad experiences, I don't really have much going for me when it comes to driving. Boyfriend. Well if you've read any of the previous parts you can know I'm looking but haven't found him yet. One day I'll find the guy for me though. And college. Yea. Haven't even thought about where. I think I want to be some kind of children's nurse. But as for where, I have no idea yet.

So yea. I did tell you this would be completely me right. Not everything I write is all structured and special. Sometimes I just right what I'm feeling. And I'm feeling like I really wish I had all the things I wanted as a kid but I know I have to just wait on it. And waiting is the hardest part.