chapter 1

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My usual messaging tone ringed next to my ear, I raised my head up trying to figure my way. Moving like an octupus around my bed looking for my phone. Finally found it "Good morning beautiful x Have a great day, I'm heading to work." My bestfriend text'd me. "Aw, How lovely." I whispered smiling at my phone screen like a dork .i love starting my day with a lovely message from him ..he's my bright side ..if i don't get a text of him i feel like the sun hasn't rise yet. "zoella time to get up " i hear my dad screaming ..ugh ..sure ..he always has to ruin the moment, "I'm awake fuck off!" I yelled back at dad "Watch your language young lady" Dad screamed in a serious tune .What?! I'm 19 and I can do what I want to! Did I mention i'm in love with my bestfriend? how can't i ..i mean he makes me feel like i deserve to live ..he knows me ..the real me ..i stopped my mind and went to take a shower then i dried my hair and put on my make up and i wore pair of jeans with black top ..i went down the stairs to see dad with a news paper " good morning zoe"he said and i just raised my brow with a fake smile as an answer and i went to the kitchen . To be honest, My relationship with my dad isn't that good. Since my mum died he started dating women and bringing them into the house, But we can't ignore the fact that he's the reason why I'm popular 

"Need a ride?" said my dad while he putting down his news paper "No thanks, Mike is going to pick me up." I said while taking my back bag from the floorMy dad just node and bring the newspaper back to his face I hear the noise of the car ..I grab a sandwich and go out . I see mike smirking his usual smirk next to his fancy car .he rolled the keys in his hand eyeing me up and down "hello zoe, sexy as usual " he said as his smile grew "I know" I said "you're not bad yourself" I completed biting my lip and earining a chuckle from him .I got into his car sitting next to him while the car drove too fast and the music can be heard from the bottom of the earth.

Not paying attention to anything but my phone, Texting Harold while smiling like an idiot "Who are you texting?" Mike said trying to sneak on my screen "No one" I smiled awkwardly trying to hide my phone quickly "A robot boyfriend?" He smirked at me putting his hand on my thigh "A what?" I raised an eyebrow as I didn't get what he said "An internet boyfriend." He said in a serious tune "Aw hell no, I'm not a loser" I let out a loud laugh sounded like a slut getting some money for being naked.He laughs along with me "you're coming to the party tonight right ?? " he asked while his hand still on my thigh and his eyes are focused on the road "of course "I said . Minutes later we're on the door of the collage .I walked around , everyone's eyes are on me ..maybe for my new phone , shoes or bag ..they always stare like that , ,im used to it now I walked to my friend lea " what a bag ! Where did you get it from ??" Lea screamed "dad new girlfriend brought it to me to impress me " I said rolling my eyes "luckyyyy" lea said and pout."Try living without a mother." I smiled at her

People think I actually like it when my dad and his bitches bring me fancy things , I might do but I still don't. "Mrs. Chloe wants you" Said a nerd who's fangirling talking to me, Geez i'm not a big thing. Walked out of the group heading to the master's room, What did I do this time? Wondering. "Knock knock." I opened the door smiling like an angel "Miss. Delevingne! Take a seat" Mrs. Chloe said to me. Oh no something did happen "So, What's up?" I said staring around the room. "Your grades are up.""My grades?! Are you serious?! Oh my god I need to call my dad" I started jumping around, Finally

"I was just kidding, Sit down your grades are bad as your fashion." she said and then completed "Miss. Delevigne ..the report we got from your highschool said you were very good student..what happened in 3 years that changed you ??"she said moving her hand dramatically in the air . Oh nothing ..just I lost my mum "nothing happened " I said waiting for her respond " you need to stay away from this bad group ..lea , Katherine and specially Mike " she said making her voice louder when she said Mike's name "they're my friends " I said not really meaning it ..yeal I love being in this popular group but they don't understand me ..no one does ..no one but harold .I smiled as I thought about him. "They are not your friends zoella, Nobody stays" She sat next to me holding my hand.

Okay this might sound a little bit gay but I miss this, Someone caring. "They understand me." I smiled showing my teeth. "Then tell me why are these here?" She took off my bracelets, My cuts my god no how did she "You have no right to touch me!" I pushed her hands screaming while tears started streaming down my cheeks, I took my bag and went out of the room angrly.I stood in the corner for seconds to calm myself down ..I quickly whipped my tears away telling myself to stay strong , I don't want anybody to see me like this I opened my bag and took mascara from it ..Mrs.chloe opened the door and looked at me . I looked into her eyes for second then continue to put on my mascara "zoella I'm sorry" she said in a sweet tune "you better be " I said rudely and walked away ..I really need to text Harold ..right now 

I took my phone out of my bag and my steps were really confident "Crap! How did I forget?!" My bracelets are still with Mrs. Chloe, Do you know how much they cost?! i thought Texting Mike and Lea "I'm out, Catch ya sexy people later x" and then i got out of the college. "Taxi." I yelled raising up my hand hoping someone will notice me.

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