thankfully a taxi stops for me and i get into the car , i really shouldn't have come with mike .i should've come with my car .i need my bracelets without them everyone can see the scars on my hand and that's the last thing i want to happen .the collage is pretty close to my house so i'm there in minute .i ran up my room looking for bracelets to wear and then i pull my mobile out ."Harry you there?" I sent a message hopefully Harold will reply as soon as possible
But it seemed he was busy, I just waited alone in my room and there was response. Hours later Harry replied me. "I'm here Zoe, Just drawing." After a long long random conversation Harry asked me a weird question that almost gave me a heart attack "Do you like anyone?" He said. I'm numb, Paralized "No one special, Do you?" I could manage my fingers writing these short words. "I do, Like a girl and she is very special." These words got me on my knees, Heart aching, Everything seemed silly for minutes. "Congratulations." I replied while a tear streaming down. "Don't you want to know her?" Harry said. "My pleasure, Who is she?" .i can swear that i see a smile in his words , he's happy ..he's in love , me and harry have been texting eachother as bestfriends for a year and half ..i never got the courage to tell him about my real feelings for him. although i haven't see him,i still love how he never left me alone when i needed him . all these thoughts were in my mind while i was waiting for his respond , tear after tear falling on my phone screen . he's typing . i closed my eyes for moment when i heard the buzz sound of the respond , my tears were falling faster and i opened my eyes slowly to see the name of the girl that has taken the only right thing in my life from me . my breath hitched and my tears stopped as i stared at the phone screen with my lips parted and eyes open wide ..his respond was simply "You." You?
What does he mean by you? A blonde moment please. "You who?" I dumbly replied. I was numb if you'd excuse me. "You Zoella, It has been always you." Me? Is he kidding with me? "Are you messing with me Harry? Because It's not funny at all" I swear if he's joking I'll die.although i'm not believing what he' saying . i'm smiling ,a really big smile with tears still on my cheeks "zoe i like you ..so much , more than just a friend, you might not feel the same but i just wanted to tell you . i can't hold it inside anymore " my smile grew as i left the phone on my bed , took long deep breath then started jumping . it's been so long i didn't feel like this ,happy ..i missed this feeling so much ..just pure happiness without anything else. then after a moment i sat on the bed and brought the phone close to my chest then typed "i do like you harold" i looked up for little then typed "alot" I raised my head up again and closed my eyes "Thank god" I whispered
"Would you be my girlfriend?" Harry replied Totally, Yes I will forever and ever. Keep calm and text back like a normal person "Of course" I replied with tears over my face my makeup is ruined "really ? " he respond and i chuckled imagining his face " really" i respond "then we need to meet ..i want to see my girlfriend " he said and my eyes teared again as i read the word girlfriend but ..what if he ..saw me and didn't like the way i look ? maybe he'll leave me , i woke up from my thoughts because of the buzz sound again i read the message "i will love you anyway" his message said as he could read my thoughts ..i smiled and whipped the single tear that came outta my eyes "anytime you want" i respond "next week??" he respond and i can't believe how close that is ! like ..in one week harry will be here ??infront of my eyes ?. "sure" i respond and then gave him the address. I got up quickly looking at myself in the mirror smiling at myself liking what I'm seeing, I ran to my bed and threw my body at the bed like girls do in movies, Everything seems magical.
Okay, It's time to be brave. I took my phone and I called Harry on an actual phone call ! I'm gonna hear his voice "Hello?" A sexy voice came from the other line of the phone. "Hi, Harr-..Harold?" I nervously said. "It is Harry is it Zoey? My babe?" He said with his voice fulled of hotness "Oh." That was all what I could say "Hey babe hey!" His voice was heavily manly and very sexy! "oh my god, Hi..I'm nervous." "Babe, Your voice..Wow, You got me under your spell." "Ahahahahaha." I let out an ugly stupid laugh. "I can tell you're so nervous." Harry said I can feel him smiling like a vampire which is hot !this is the first time i actually talk with harry on the phone because i've always thought that i have ugly voice and face but now i needed to feel that i'm good enough ..i needed to be brave and this is my first step "i am bit nervous , yeah" i said fisting the sheet in my hand , i just wanna scream ..he has magical voice ..seriously " don't be babe , this is a beautiful surprise i've always wanted to hear your voice ..it's better than what i imagined" he said making me less nervous than i was seconds ago "i was a bit insecure about my voice , everything in me really ..you know that " i said with a frown on my face thinking about all the times i hated myself in them and still do " well if i had your voice i'll never shut up ..as a girl for sure " he said with a chuckle ..i can tell he's really proud of his joke ..he likes those little jokes "thank you harold " i said in a sexy tune ..i don't know why when ever i say harold i just feel hotness and sexiness in the air and i really wanted to hear his reaction to this kind of tune ..the tune that i always use i he doesn't like it then i need to change it before we meet ." So, Will we meat next week?" He said focusing on the WE.
"What about this Sunday?" I said smiling with a big smile "Wow! Can't believe it, Sure babe of course" He said excitedly "Promise me you won't judge me by my look?" I said, What? I was worried "Don't judge a book by it cover babe" He said "Alright, Dad is calling me..umm, I love you?" I said awkwardly "I love you more than you love Nutella." He said I hanged up with a smile and I went downstairs to check my dad.
