Zoe's pov :
we went to the closest restaurant and sat ..i really wanna know what jake wanna say .it must be personal so he doesn't want mike to hear it , i have a really strange feeling for him and that makes me guilty as hell " so you're here for vacation ? " mike asked me giving me the (i can't believe this shit) look . " yes ..but we might stay here long ..very long ..because dad haven't see my uncle in long time " i said and turned my head to look at jake who's already staring at me , and he just smiled "yeah what about collage ? " he asked and i turned my head to him " i think i'm gonna go to new collage ..here " i said not feeling the same pain i felt when i first thought about leaving collage ..maybe because i really like this life now , "so it's a life thing ..what about us ? " he asked me ..what ?? us ?? " us ? ..what's wrong with us ..we'll stay friends okay ? i'll call you everyday" i said not sure that i can "zoella we're not friends ..stop convincing yourself ..you know you have feelings for me ..and we had everything together for god's sake i mean your first time in everything was with me " he said it as if it was a good thing but i regret wasting my first time in everything with him ..i should've done every thing with harry . i can feel jake looking at me " you never told me that !" jake said ...why would i tell him ..we just met two days ago ..he's acting very weird ."Jake, Just a second." I looked at Jake almost getting teary eyes.
"Mike, Whatever we had together we had it when we were friends and we still friends." I looked at Mike with angry eyes. "We still had it, Friends or not. Shared the same bed and done everything together, Last time I saw you half naked and you still say friends?" Mike said as he was bragging. I turned my head and Jake was burning for some reason he was biting his lips. "What last time?" Jake looked at me. "Stay out of it." I whispered in anger. "Mike how many times I need to tell you, I don't have feelings for you! I slept with you when I was a cheap slut now I'm not!" I yelled. "Zoella." Jake said in anger. "Jake please!" I yelled. Come here, Jake pulled my hand and he walked fast going out of the restaurant. "Zoella!" He yelled at my face, It was scary. His face turned red and his eyes got wider. "Jake, What." I said in shock with teary eyes. "Zoella please don't do this to me.." He said with a painful tune.. He held my hand and pulled me into his car. "Jake what are you doing!" I yelled. "Zoe I.." "You're not my boyfriend stop it! He's a jerk. Yes I used to be cheap and I regret it I swear but now I'm in a loyal relationship." i started crying. "Zoey, Stop crying..Why didn't you tell me about these things?"he said as I started to calm down. "I met you two days ago Jake." he wiped my tears away. he took his phone out of my pocket and I showed me our messages. "Is that real?" i said in shock while my eyes started tearing again. "Zoey, I tried to tell you.. I'm Harry." he said and he held my hand
what ? who ?? how ?? ..i can't believe what he's saying ..am i going to pass out ? how is he harry ..he's jake .."how?" that's all i managed to say "why are you crying stop it ! " he said and he's right ..why am i crying ? i whiped my face " how ? " i repeated "when i was little .like 4 ..my parents died " he said putting his hands on the driving wheel and my heart aches "william found me ..your uncle ..and he took care of me ..he always wanted a boy to call him jake ..his betsfriend name ..so he wanted to call me jake and i liked it ..he call me jake all the time but outside of the house ..i'm harry " he said and i wanna laugh ..like what are the chances for something like this to happen ? none. i didn't know what to say so i just reached my hand to his cheek "harry" that's all i managed to say " we better go get mike ..he has no house or car " he said putting my hand away " harry wait i'm sorry ..that i didn't tell u about me and mike ..having sex but ...how would i tell you ? i didn't wanna loose you ..i just love you so much and i've changed i promise "he said that he saw you half naked not long ago " harry said with clod tune " yes because i was changing and he walked on me " i said loud trying not to cry " why in the heavens was he in your house ?" he screamed " because my dad came and i couldn't let him see mike ..i told you that " i screamed even louder "And now you just want me to act normal in front of him? He fucked my girl!" He shouted loud.
"Harry stop!" I yelled and I started crying like crazy. "Fuck it Zoey!" He yelled again.. "Please stop" I whispered covering my ears and crying "Don't leave me." I whispered again "Zoey.." He said in a low voice. I covered my face and started sobbing. "Babe, I'm just..Protecting you." He said trying to pull my hands off my face. "Fix your makeup that son of a bitch will be worried." Harry said in low voice fulled of regret. "Okay.." I said even lower. I opened my bag and I wiped away all the mascara on my face. "You looked like a Rock Star." Harry chuckled. "Ha ha, Funny." I said while trying to apply my eyeliner Minutes later I finally got to the last step, My lips. I pulled a lipstick and applied it on my lips while Harry was just staring at me. "I'm done." I mumbled as I opened the door to get out. Getting out Harry pulled me hard to him and hugged me tight. "I love you." He whispered "I love you more." I kissed his neck
"mmm hello ? " i heard mike voice and i pulled away " he's your cousin you know " mike said again "no ..he's not ..he's ..my uncle friend's son " i said smiling and i looked at harry who was looking back at me and i felt strong "and my boyfriend" i said knowing that he'll judge but i don't care ..this is a new life " what ? when in this two minutes ? " he said freaking out " no ..in like a week ..we've knowing eachother for almost two years ..and that's exactly why i was rejecting you the whole time " i said not hiding anything " how and i've never seen him ? " he asked " i knew him ...online..and now we met and we actually live together " i said laughing ..i can't believe it myself how will he believe ? " wow ..okay " he said " you can stay in our house until you go back to america tomorrow " harry said as he opened the door of the car for me and mike got in the car too ..i can tell that harry is really annoyed by mike
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