I spoke my heart💝

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"Kya hua" mumma said.
I shook in fright and replied," kya....kuch nahi, aap kya ke rhe ho " then talking for a while with her...I reminded that I was grinning thinking of him...
Ooohhh...what was happening to me,was I falling in love...noo noo naah.... I cannot . Still waiting for that green dot beside his name that online sign .He came online few minutes later, and a feeling of gratitude ran in my mind, all my blood was running 'N' times faster than earlier , nerves all convulsing. Me getting happier than before ....
"Heyya " I typed in hurry
"Heyy😀 "
We both were busy in daily talks....and never getting busy of each others company , as I never had someone into my life this way....sharing so much to an unknown was not my type...I never felt someone so close to me....didn't ever interacted to anyone unknown with a belief that he is meant to be someone special in my life.
He entered the doorway to my heart .,the place where love resides.. All kind of shayaris...came to my mind....
" True beauty of a person is reflected in their soul " and the same I felt when he recited all his first love story to me.. ,his craziness.... for love.
I felt like only a crazy person with his crazy feeling can love someone so hard.
Heart beated more quicker and my mind stopped working at times....all body turned numb.
I tried to ignore him and focus on my studies.
It's already late night and time to sleep. I wondered why I was feeling so much..!
A bright sun rose up in sky, and my mom usually woke me up at around 5:30 . My mother and me did yoga for 15-20 minutes . I loved helping her in all household works , and conversations with her were always enlightening and entertaining .
My mum she was soo banter lady ,a person who could always dictate my moods , and she hated truckers and dis-honest people ... Which also matched with her profession as she was a teacher in senior secondary government school.....but she was so squishy inside .
My father was perpetually of sunny attitude and a clad man..He worked as a senior charge hand in chemical department of his industry. We belonged to a middle class family...
Both of my parent's were my idol.

"Aaj aloo ka paratha khana hai" mummy asked grinning at me.
" Haan, kbhi mana kiya h kyaa!! " yuuppiie I loved it .
"Ohk ! I'm baking them so that you can take them with you with sauces ..your favorite " she winked and I giggled.
"Thanxx mumma, you are the best !! "

I kissed her cheek gently and she went out of the room while I continued  packing for school.
She handed me my tiffin box, I called up for my sister 'Kavya' so that we both head towards the gate.
Then my sister was greeted by the 'Parathas ' at the kitchen counter and she started stuffing her face with them.
"Slow down" mumma said and kavya giggled lifting her face up and smiling at us with her mouth full.
I wrapped my arms around the small frame of my baby brother , hugged him ,kissed him on his chubby cheeks and forehead .
"Aww... I miss him Mumma" I sobbed in a childish manner while leaving home.
Me and kavya crossed road, and a completely crazy friend of mine 😉Ruchi waved Hiee to us...
"Hie " I said flicking my wrist in the air .
We started chuckling on our daily time wastage...."kya kara kal pure din" I said.
She said " padi hui thi bed pe "
"Hahaha.... Pta tha ... Gadhi to hai hi tu" I sniggered .

She hit my arm playfully, "haan tujhse kam hu, you know naa m itni pyari sidhi si bachi hu"
"Bacha ! Your innocence is ruined ." I told her rolling my eyes.
Our friendship is quite stupid, cute ..haha...messed up completely with each others drama.
And kavya kept looking at us innocently.. Well ! This word to be used for her is totally horrible ,as we know her personally.
Kavya continuously shot a glare to both of us....as I kept telling her about Rahul (my fb friend).
"Yaarrr...." I stopped while Speaking and this time kavya glanced back and continued to look at us..
We felt like she was a perfect a JASOOS behind us. We quickly changed the topic...and usually talked in sign language then...we were elder and much experienced than our nymph.
Classes went the same way..and his thoughts came in my mind uncertainly .
"You don't love someone because they're perfect , you love them in spite of the fact that they're not...
Still he had a tall - clad figure,full of vitality .

"Ugh...! What the fuck man." My mind yelled at me for thinking so much.
I was so tired after classes ..,coaching.. I didn't have a choice ...still I approached for him, while chatting the same way...he asked " Do you want to say something " may be he asked this because of my happy mood ...but this question made me so edgy and nervous as hell ..! Mind got completely shut.. "Mmmm...no "I said to him....but inside I said YES ! .
"You can ...we are much closer to each other to share "
I giggled inside and out and....I quickly ran towards that temple in our home.... Joined hands..asked god...
"Bhagwan Ji , m usse khne jari hu ..SB thik rkhiyega please" .. I trusted in god ...even with day to day things I kept telling god secretly about my feelings .
I went to my computer table ...and wrote.." Kuch Kuch Hota Hai"
I smiled .
He said... "aise khte h kya 😊!"
"To kaise khte hai 😕 .." I was feeling like what else to say now.
I was choked back inside..! .
"Say it properly ..whom do you love? "

I felt like jackass when m telling it you... It's obvious my feelings are for you... "
I took a deep breath...
" I love you " I said shyly with a tear rolling down my eyes ....ohh...God I said it to him....I felt jumping and screaming . I wanted to squeal so loud so that everyone hears it....that I love him....
" I love you too " he said..with... " I knew it beforehand as you used to ask so much about my life..."
I wanted to tell him that this all I asked just to get him out of those sorrow's .
But I was dancing without music...ohhhh.....yeeaaahhhhhh......!
I have got my love ....yupppiee.....I was soooo happy ... Blood increase in my body 100x times...
"Kya huaa" message bounced...
I said "nothing , I was feeling like I'm flying on the seventh sky ."
I wasn't able to sleep that night...I even hugged my sister so tightly ...stating I'm so happy today...

Next morning.... I had a fixed permanent smile on my face.... I started day-dreaming .. I wanted to tell Ruchi so eagerly .... sharing my feelings made me light headed and the pleasure points that drove a girl like me crazy ! .
Daily hie's were exchanged and ...The fuck ! ...I said..I told him that I love him..
" OH EM GEE ! " she arched an eyebrow.
I replied " Yes " shyly and can't help but giggle ....
" Wait ! Are you serious ...oh hell great dear. ...
It felt like a price of my heart fall to the pit of my stomach ... We giggled ...and then came our bus for school..

Was Rahul in love with Snehil  the same way she was ?
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