The way to school was never soo... Short!
And I kept looking at everything with that smile...which got fixed on my face from last evening .
" Hey ! "
Heyy..! Snehil ..Is something wrong...where are you lost ... Ruchi screamed at me...
"Aa.. Ooohh...hhm-mm ... " I started stammering .
We reached to our corridor and went to different classes as she was a commerce student...
I had many close friends ..one was so similar to my mother , I used to call her my next mother " Niyati ",beautiful at both looks and heart . She was the one who used to care for all six of us . I was sure that she'll be totally astonished to listen about my love. I earlier had told each of my bestie about my increasing feeling for rahul.I left my classroom and joined three of them giggling in commerce class and burst up with my secret happily.
Ooh crap ! Why the fuck you find a lover on facebook.
Are you serious ? next stated.
I kept silent for a few seconds , then replied " I know him...and he's trustworthy too.. He is a kind hearted , loveable person and its OK! Stop panicing .
I stated all the lame excuses to them..!..
The next what they said was..." Fantastic then ..live life girl .. Its ur life..
After sharing daily life stocks ,and school prayers we went to our respective classes.
I sat on third bench...everyone was chuckling with each other... All of a sudden I got pulled out of my inner conversation when I noticed that teacher entered the classroom , students got properly arranged on their seats .
"Shush ! " someone whispered .
Classes started and ended and my love kept climbing up the next stair for him .
I reached home, unlocked the lock ..as mumma came later from her school.. Government school timing were arranged so..!
I quickly reached for my computer ...next for net connector ...Connected 😊
The feeling of joy and happiness flowed in my blood.
At the same time I used to change and get kavya freshed and dressed up properly . Also my sister waited for lunch , I used to serve both of us with loaded food stuffs .
Today! Seen was different.. I quickly served food in 5 minutes and completed all task.
My timelines showed up some messages.. Yes their was his message too...got a million dollar smile in all tensions ...left food and I got totally indulged in replying him.
He was a non-attending student in a U.P. board school as his dad I guess told him to do so.
Comments on his uploaded pics were like ...Chocolatey boy... His N number of brothers used to comment all this. Until then I had uploaded one of my side posed picture ,flicky shiny hairs , specky girl ( I was since class VII )..he was happy till see that pic.
I kept looking at him constantly until I observed every single thing of his...
His smile always seemed cute ,with those two front teeth a bit bigger than the rest , his right eyebrow a little arched, his beard was love.. He seemed both cute and hancy in clean shave and beared boy.
Oooo....! I was drooling for him. It makes me tingle in excitement.
" Hie " a message popped up my screen with that sound.
Yeeaahhheee... Joy ..laughter.... Craziness....
It was his message ..I took a deep breath and quickly responded...
All this time when kavya was busy watching her cartoon shows . We exchanged our feelings... Morning to afternoon workout.
I speedly changed for tuitions ,packed my bag..got ready.
Had no plan to leave...but he went offline... Still I dropped e message for him that,.. I'm leaving for tuitions and will be catching him the same time.Tuitions got over...
Mind went numb...it was already busy in so many thoughts.. Ohhooo....
After all love had some side- effects. I was happy all the time , and didn't care of any bullshit going around .
This was not truly the First love...but yes feelings and bond were getting stronger ..
"Snehil , chai bnao bacha " my mother asked softly.
I replied " hann... "
After serving tea with snacks ..I sat next to my baby brother , he was so cutiee pie with soft cuuchii coo kinda skin....
"How are your classes going these days ? "
"Hmm....good " I replied
My mind was already engaged in thinking that he might be waiting for me...
As we had much of a addiction towards each other ! And it was like daily dosage... I wasn't able to control and told Mumma that I had some work on internet and rushed to my room. Mumma as a CBI agent asked all the details " kya kaam hai., class ka hai ,kis subject ka h".... And I had to make it up all at that moment... I knew she doesn't like liers , still my love made me do this... Everything seemed to be correct when I thought of him...
I used to chat with him hiding from family members ! As they didn't preferred social networking sites to be good for kids. But their daughter was growing and ...also had some feeling for an unknown... Whom she didn't even know..and never saw him..just a Simple chat could lead to so much of a destruction in mind , heart and soul ...name it a disease called LOVERIA.. I was hardly struck by this ..!Ohh god! But this doesn't mean to me....all I knew was I was happy in my small kingdom.
All day went the same way it went last day...
In evening we chatted.. Like..
"Hie"
" How was your day? "
"Did you had ur lunch "
We used to share our subject knowledge.. Fucking derivation of physics , those silly formulas of physical chemistry I still hate . .
Ughhh.! I made weird faces when I was forced to study them..as I tried a lot to catch those fucking derivation in class but they were never getting fixed in my mind....The point was I never used my brain properly in the right direction.
He used to say," physics me derivation lgalo, chemistry me theory and formula and bio me theory to ati hi hai.."
" Hahaha yeahh yeahh...." I finally replied , straightening my posture.Sharing my feeling made me light- headed. And whenever I saw him ...Sooo...something about his appearance disturbed me.
My inner conversation was intervened by Mumma's screech to have dinner.
" Our daily little talk. . . "
I had my dinner , helped mumma in putting all utensils in correct places. Also I prepared milk for my baby brother.
It seemed like if my life depends on him, this all was running in my mind.
Next day in class I dictated all feelings to my friends that I love him so much..
My best friend ..my Dadi amma, Niyati said , "Wait ! Why are you so mad when he's not even in front of you ? !? "
" It wasn't a joke " I assured her .
In daily talks we also interchanged our cell numbers..I somewhere hesitated inside while doing this coz I never had talked to a boy ever before.
On second Saturday of the month.. We had a leave of school, kavya again was busy in TV shows (cartoon network) .
I was busy chatting ..then he messaged that he wanted to her me...
My Voice..!
Ooo....kk..how will I talk to him..what will I say .. I stammered inside...
"Hmm" I replied.
Our first call was ," hello" he said
"Hie " I replied in hesitation
"Kaisi ho"
"Achi hu ,tum " Aahhh....I couldn't help , listening to his voice . It was so deep , with velvet edge and strong.
He said," I can only hear your breathing, will you speak something" he started giggling then.
"Uummm...mmm....m.." Comes my idiotic response.
What to say now....ohh...I wanted to say soo much! But no word came out of my mouth . I stood numb leaning on the wall of my room .I was giggling too but inside...
Ohk...chalo chat pe bat krte h... Love you "
" Hmmm" i murmured slowly.#You can relate this with your love life experience .😊 lemme know ur life moments too.
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