A sweet simple girl who just passed her 10th and chose to be a science student ..this can be called quite inherited ..yeah...similar case may be you might have also gone through ..haa haa parents both from science stream,and me being the first child is must to take science...well I got interested in this subj. after a long time discussion with my parents .You can call it a discussion or an order.. With a statement- science is far better than commerce.
After all parents being first priority left me with last thought "they are my parents and they'll choose for my favorable fortune. It was evening and I started using social networking sites.. Went through notification,messages from known+unknown people .
Things were going simple and one evening came a message" Hey"
We have been friends since time back but never talked"
I said "hie"....chat went all.. 'how's u..what's up...me good...went through subject details..10th results!.., hobbies...all common things came up...also family discussion was a topic of much laughter...our mothers had a common thing of Astrology beliefs...and laughed on our every single silly situations...
I earlier thought him to be quite elder then me, and I conversated with him like ," Aap kya karte ho" Aap ye... Aap WO... But later confirmed him to be a year elder than me ,and elderly looks of beard was explained by our biology book which taught us that men have this as their secondary sexual growth..Every evening some way or the other I started waiting for his message ..we interchanged our likes-dislikes ,former relationships... Heartbreaks, his highs and lows ..some of mine too.
Our habit of continuous chatting for more a month dropped him in my heart somewhere. His true love feelings.. Some loneliness was getting into my mind . Yet he was happy with his AFS friends and a huge family!
Yup..they were 7 siblings on count ..with 5 elder sisters and he next to them ,with a younger boy Aaditya ..
Yes... Every thing of his got him closer to me...I think this was d time I started liking him.
I anyhow made my time to talk to him,gave no.of excuses to Mumma ,for certain project work ,assignment ,model... Ohh..!what else...it was our summer vacation and life was getting quite boring .We didn't even go for an outing this vacation . All of my time went with family ,then some of close friends ,music and yes with Him.
Time seemed to be killing so fast when we chatted ..for hours long . When he went offline I started going through his timeline ,all photos ,even each & every single comment. With regular net searches and daily talks we came to know about each others friends ,cousins ,siblings..
We had common hobbies of singing ,dancing and sketching( which later was discovered by both of us) .Its good to speak all heart out to someone who is eager to listen .
While I was lost in dreaming all this ,came up a shout of,"snehil kya kr rhi ho", and I quickly clicked on minimize button ,and got up from my chair .She again called for me to have lunch .
I belong to Lucknow (Nawabo ka sheher) largest city ,the capital of Uttar Pradesh. Our city was famous for its respect in language , Chicken kadhai , and yes food ..this reminds me of our lunch which had one of my favourite "tehri" and I quickly ran for the pickle bottle. This combo tastes wonderful to me...
We had our meal and after a one hour nap .
Mumma asked me to make tea, I like a excited kid went to make special tea for Mumma -papa with certain magic I told my sister. While preparing tea I got lost into his thoughts again, thinking about how sweetly he managed to console me ,when I told him of my problems.. It seemed like certain people are meant to be for us.
And what shit happened next was...my special tea spilled on the gas stove ..Shit..! I cried in a low burst of sound..So that Maa doesn't come to know about it. After serving tea with evening snacks I looked for watch ..and quickly recalled his time of arrival for chat.
Then heard my parents chit-chatting for going to market .They got ready for market and I now had full of freedom for chatting .The thought of freedom came because of some strict nature of my parents I guess .Mumma papa left home ...I waved them a hand by saying come soon.
Closed the door .. Turned on my computer ..plugged the net connector in USB port ... Connected ..it was now...
Switched to my playlist.. And played one of my all time favourite song of Atif Aslam ..Tu Jaane Na😍
I Started singing this song loudly... Kaise bataien ki tujhko chahe ..yara bata na payein...
Remembered me of him....saw there was a message "hey😊"
" Hie" I replied with a smiling emoticon
"What were you upto ... Today... " he said
Me saying ...nothing just busy with family member... Specially my younger brother ....oh he was just a few months old ...his mesmerizing smile for me was everything . I even posted a pictures of his on site .
Comments like cutie pie and aww...hahaha...were standard for a baby.
My new friend wanted to see me as I never uploaded any pic of mine ,and our long term chatting might have got him to figure me...as we were turning into really close friends that time... My feeling were increasing in that one small corner of my heart... Ohh.. .I stopped myself not to think about all this while studying and started with my subjects ...then again ..
Our chat seemed to be running in front of my eyes instead of those subject lines....and a grin was fixed for permanent... Ohh... My mind reminded me to focus on my subjects as science stream was not everyone's cup of coffee. Classes had started after vacation ..and course was running so fast ...that we started joking on it ,when someone asked ,"Aur padhai kaisi chal rhi h" ...we used to say ,"itni tej chal rhi h ..ki padhai age nikal gaii hum piche he rh gae " ...Ohh...! We used to laugh so hard on it..people would have supposed us to be crazy at times.
Days went in school and then running for tuitions .. My evening was full of excitement ...eagerness...ohh.... I had lot many of thoughts that is this a crush ...liking ...or something else... Well these days...god knows what all words are given for somebody's feeling....Infatuation... Crush... Little bit of feeling... Just friends wala tag with bucket full of feelings hidden ... At the end who are too close to each other are said to be perfect relationship"LOVE "....I didn't even know what all bullshit was running in my mind with a speed of shatabdi express I guess...
And back to my computer ...chatting ..again....after chatting....
Missing him was my next thing I used to do ...someone could call me crazy .. But I was sooo much into it... "Bhakk Yarr.. Kuch ni hua....Jada dimag mat dodao"was me at the end .Did it happen with you, silly love kinda feeling?
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