Half Love Story

loveria... THE NEXT LEVEL💑

A flash of wild desire ripped inside me. I hugged kavya tightly ... Mmmuuahh..." I love someone" I told my little sister....
"Hahaha...kon kon.? !"

" Hai ek Pagal "

" Haan hann jaldi bataoo "

" tujhe Pagal ", I winked.
She shruged and again started looking towards her TV show. I then gave her a sheepish smile when she rolled her eyes at me...
I scoffed her and rehugged her....
She said , " I'm going to tickle you if you don't shut down " she threatened and I snorted in a unladylike manner.
" No"
"Oh..kavya...get off me you fatass !" I whined.
"No."
I groaned " pretty please "
"No...Noo...."
"Kavya ...you are fat ...please get off me I told. She gasped dramatically and we giggled again.
I again started chatting with him....days went the similar way.
I was affected more and more by this loveria ! . He was socially updated all the time...I wished him ...that we completed a month together. He updated this on fb ...my sister, Sakshi (maternal aunt's daughter) also commented on his post.. I used to share everything with my childhood best friend ...ohh...my and Sakshi Di relation can never be explained in words...she is not just a girl ..she is pretty in the way she is ! We are best friends and she is my best sister..

All those comments made me tingle in excitement . Yep , I've gone crazy.
" Huh ! " I knocked out of my glance and turn my attention back to my family and friends ( jerks).
I usually controlled my feelings inside and never expelled my emotions to anyone .. Mumma wasn't even aware of my love targets... May be rahul also didn't know about my risings desires for him....as he annoyed me sometimes.
Ughhh..! He said..." I'm not the one you deserve, you deserve a much better version ." I don't know 'What The Fuck' bullshit was running in his mind.. He said. .you must find someone else....you are a really Good person ...pure heart and soul...! This made me cry alot..! Being already so passionate for songs I used to hear more of such sad songs then....
I threw the door close with a loud bang before laying my back against wall and sliding down, burying my head in between my knees while I hold legs to my chest.
I sobbed loudly ,I called up Ruchi " Snehil , are you okay ? " she asked.
I shook my head furiously then notice that she can't see me and instead hiccup a ' no' before I continued to cry hysterically.
She came running to my home as our homes were at walking distance, and no- one was at home.
All eyes were turned red and swollen.. Nose red.. She came up and said what's wrong..
" Nothing yaar "
" There's obviously something wrong , you wouldn't have got to be kidding me for nothing."
"He said me to forget him.. And all this bullshit...I told her....." I responded
She turned to me and furrowed her eyebrows " What ?"
I finally called him up," What's wrong with you , what happened ! Did something went wrong with you or If I made a mistake ..! ?
I bombarded him with questions..!

"You don't understand snehil ! I don't deserve you.. Why do you love me " he murmured.
"This is all rubbish you are talking about.... This isn't written anywhere that what kind of a person you deserve and I don't know why I love you. "
" But this is it dear...how to explain"
"Are you in any trouble tell , we'll sort it out together.. I'll help you solving it.." I continued.

" I have migraine problem! And I don't know which will be my last day...one of my brain nerve gets blocked sometimes, so I faint in such situations. The pain is very severe dear "
" You're going to be in trouble , you Idiot " he hissed.
" Ohkk..! Ohkk..! Cool down , this was the problem disturbing your inner peace . Fine it's OK ! We'll handle it together, You might be taking medications for this disease .It can be cured also . What treatment are you taking?
"Yes, they are my daily doses. You shouldn't stay with me" he replied.

" it's perfectly fine dear ,its a common disease , stop taking tension, no stress from now." I responded
I had dried tears on my cheeks .Still I opened up my heart to help him out and console him coz that time I felt like he needed much of a support, he was broken somewhere and that broken corner was now visible to me." I'll help you out.. I promise, I won't let you go anywhere " " You are the best person I felt ,I won't ever let you go"

" I Love You" I said

"I Love You too" he replied .
With take care I hanged up the call.
Also that day I saw a pic written inside :
She said ,"let me weep tonight "
He said in grief," let me wipe them all night ".
I thought this was just the opposite case what I was going through, but he deserved to know that somebody loved him madly.
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Here began a new journey, of facing the trials of life , overcoming the shadows of our ( especially his ) pasts .And finally finding love and happiness .
Here's a quote , I just want to share this to you all -
" I always find beauty in things that are odd and imperfect - they are must interesting. "
I messaged him," You're still young and you're not supposed to have your whole life figured out yet, don't stress ,everything will work out.
I'm with you , keep smiling, you have a cute one "
I never acted soo mature before, Yesss! I wasn't but to be a good support I needed to be it.
" Of course it was about his life and now he was mine , I accepted him by heart ,completely into mah soul.. " my never ending inner conversation said.

Life was not getting sorted out, and it feels great if you hit expectations off and fall in love. I had reached my peak of love.
He was my crush..... Dream ....I imagined him..... Had gone crazy.,..flirted sometimes.
I danced- on - air madly thinking of him , imagined him dancing with me talked constantly for longer hours, we laughed loudly , sand our favorite songs. He was a superb singer .First song he sang for me was " Mai Rang Sharbaton Ka " from Phata Poster Nikla Hero " ...
Oohhh!! His voice was aww..... I was dancing while listening to him, like I had plates a music player and I wanted to listen to that music without any pause . His velvety voice was Love ..!
What I sang for the first time was " Mera Mann from nautanki saala. We had our philosophies and smiled over them.
I loved him with every single beat of my heart . I promised that I'll protect him from all fears, would love every part of him.
I wanted him for years long and after that. As he was responsible for my smile , he loved and respected me....he made each of my day. He was a bit negative at times but he was mine....
Oooiii I was drooling for him ......aahh.....wanted him near me always...

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