a random breakdown, not the best feeling ever my mind & body weighing heavier together
everyone was there to repair
but never showed if they really cared
i changed my hair with every crush
with a crush came sins and lust
after a while my hair wasn't enough
i started fake habits but no one knew my bluff
my friends drown me in "wise words" filled with selfishness
no real knowledge just pure ignorance intelligence
everytime i see a brown door i cringe
it reminds me of how fast i hit your floor
being pure was no fun
suddenly face to face with a gun
suicide on my mind
i bet you can save me this time
this is unfinished but i don't like looking at it anymore.
