i know your heart hurts, i could hear it cracking with your voice,
the unthinkable happened and moments later your feelings were more of a choice.
you went from loving me to the opposite so fast and that scared me so bad knowing your heart was treasured,
you made me the happiest being ever and that feeling could never be measured.
i know the pain i made you feel oh too well which is why i can't imagine why i allowed you to feel that way,
just because i called you annoying didn't mean my feelings were a stray.
every love needs something to make it stronger,
sometimes it will come too late or too early to make us stay longer.
you knew that i was no good and trusted me with a second chance,
but you're good for me like a religious trance.
taking care of me must be a hard job and an unwanted hobby that nobody can really succeed,
i love that you don't point out my flaws or take heed.
i once heard love is blind and i never knew what it meant until i noticed you were my guide lover and i had just lost all eyesight of any other human but you,
from now on our plans together could never fall through.
you wouldn't allow me to self-blame for the bullshit i go through with my mom,
maybe it's because you knew that was where all my mental problems came from.
with you i know that this won't be another heart break & a drug problem,
but knowing us we could cause some.
all the times that i needed you most when i feel defeated,
i just remember your smell when i touched you and the bad feelings are erased and i'm completed treated.
this poem was full of rhymes and the cheesy truth,
but it was the only way i could show my real feelings and true love to you.
i'm sorry for what i momentarily put you through, i plan to make you proud and i hope you accept that me and my bs.
