Left Alone

Chapter 10

Sherlock's Pov

It's been 1 month since John took her I  sometimes think that it was a good idea because I have turned down all the cases that Lestrade has offered me. All I want to do it play with Fawn I can't believe how much she has grown. The other day she was really sick so I took her to the doctors but a different one than John. All she had a the flu witch was sad and I don't like to see my baby ill I took care of her quite well I think anyway because she was bester in a couple of days. Anyway she is 7 months old when she is older she is going to be beautiful just like her father.

I was just put baby Fawn down for her nap at 2:00 but I hear someone walk into the living room down stairs. I think it is Mrs Hudson just making tea for after all my hard work I have done to take care of  Fawn. I walk in to my living room but instead of Mrs Hudson there it is Mary sitting in Johns chair. " Hello Sherlock" i walk over to see her face and I grab my violin so i couldn't listen to what she had to say what happen she probably thinks the same as John. I am not a bad father to Fawn " Sherlock please listen please I know we did something wrong but your bother sounded scared when he called John everyone was terrified for Fawn safety" Mary speaks. Form then on I try to ignore what she had to say but I couldn't I just couldn't I don't why so i have to listen about how a bad father. " Sherlock John is very sorry even though you too have been ignoring you" " NO I'M NOT LISTENING TO THIS I CAN'T TAKE THIS I CHECKED ON MY DAUGHTER EVERY 45 MINUTES DURING THAT DAY. CAN'T ANYONE UNDERSTAND A FEW DAYS BEFORE I FOUND OUT THAT THE ONLY THING THAT WOULD LEAD ME TO FAWNS MOTHER GOT DESTROYED AND WE HAVE NO IDEAD WHO DID IT ALSO I FOUND OUT THAT THE MOTHER OF FAWN DIDNT JUST HAVE HER SHE HAD TIWNS MY TWINS BUT HE IS DEAD DONT YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS GOING TO BE TO TELL FAWN THAT WHEN SHE IS OLDER " I stop to catch my breath " JOHN MUST HAVE TOLD YOU TO DO THIS BECAUSE HE DIDNT WANT TO FACE ME. HE DOESNT HAVE A DAUGHTER YET HE DOESN'T NO HOW HARD IT IS TO RAISE A CHILD" I shout at Mary and start to leave the room. " JOHN DOESNT NO IM HERE HE IS FAST ALLEEP AT HOME I ....OW" she exclaims " Sherlock my water has broken" I look around to see Mary looking like she is in pain i quickly get my phone and call and ambulance " no no no this can't happen now she's too early no noooo" " Mary just breathe slowly ok the ambulance is coming" I try to say calmly " SHUT UP SHERLOCK I AM A NURSE I KNOW WHAT IM DOING AHHHHHH" Mary shouts in pain. "what is happening up here all I can hear is screaming" Mrs Hudson say then sees Mary struggling she then helps her to stay calm down.Finally after like for ever the ambulance arrives I go with Mary in there and tell Mrs Hudson to look after Fawn while I am gone she agrees and goes to Fawn.

We have arrived at the hospital i have been trying so hard to contact John for the past 1 hour I have a feeling the baby will be coming soon. I finally get hold of John " Sherlock what is it" "John first of all this is a stupid time to say this but I am I'm sorry about what happened about month ago" "Sherlock you have never said that before but i'm sorry too and why is it a ba" John cuts off by Mary screaming " AHHH NO NOT NOW YOU HAVE TO WAIT FOR DADDY PLEASE JOHN HURRY UP PLAESE" " Mary you have to push now" the nurse says" omg Sherlock why didn't you say Mary's in labour." John say and hangs up the phone probably on his way.

John gets here out of breath at the moment I can't feel my hand from Mary squeezing my hand. John then takes the other hand and squeaks with pain. Mary just glares at him " Mary come on now big push the head is out your doing really well" the nurse says " AHHHHH OMG we have never doing this again John " Mary exclaims the nurse then looks up she looks very pale " whats happening why isn't the baby crying whats wrong" John says we concerned. I see that the baby  is being patted on the back very gently then finally the baby cries John and I both sigh in relief. 

Suddenly Mary goes very pale " what happening to her" I say very confused I try to deduce her but i couldn't see anything because they quickly get her out of the room " I'm sorry but she is losing too much blood we need to get her some where else." (I don't no what is called I'm sorry) . John starts to cry I stop and confused what to do so I go up to him and hug him he keeps crying whilst I do this. I also look around find his new born baby girl but she is no where to be seen. A nurse comes in I quickly grab her by the arm " hey whats happened to the new born that Mary Watson has just given birth too in this room" John then stops crying and also looks around "WHERE IS MY DAUGHTER I CANT LOOSE BOTH ON THE SAME DAY PLEASE SAY SHE'S OK" John shouts at the nurse. " Ok calm down sir you better come with me " she then leads us to a room with a lot of babies they are all in incubator " she is right her Mr Watson i am very sorry but your daughter has a lung failure when she was born you might have noticed she didn't cry straight away so we tried are hardest to help her then she did cry so we have put her in here of the time being so we can help her breathe and also with her being born early docent help i'm very sorry" the nurse then leaves with me and John with his baby hook up to help her breath and his wife some where else loosing blood after the birth this day couldn't get any worse.

So here is chapter 10 please tell me what you think and how the story it going. Thank you guys so much for over 300 reads this means alot I have been doing this book for over 1 month I can't believe it has grown so much.
Midnightanna xx 😊💜