Irresistible Things About Love (One Direction)

Chapter 27: Lillian...?

I AM INCREDIBLY SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT! OMG.. I feel terrible.. I've been going through a lot and have been really busy. Sorry!!!! I apologise ahead of time for the shortness of the chapter... 

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Bella's POV: 

Around midnight they all left to go to sleep, well aside from Niall of course, he is the boyfriend. They told me pretty much my life story, well Charlie did. Since we have known each other forever. Now all I have to do is wait for my cousin and the 'lads' to get back. After Niall had called them they booked a flight here. I feel like I've known them all forever. 

I think it's kind of funny. Last week I was thinking about Niall and getting back with him, or deciding whether or not to actually stay here permanently. I figured out that I was supposed to go on tour with the boys, but that obviously failed. I am now in a hospital hooked up to machines...

OH! Did I foget to mention that I got another memory? Actually it was two. One was when... James did THAT to me, but now I know he is my soon-to-be step-brother. The other one was the time I MET the boys and when Niall pulled me onto the stage. It was quite amusing.. I knew that I was freaking out, and I almost had an anxiety attack just remembering it! 

You know what time it is? 1:30 in the morning, and Niall's asleep so I'm awake by myself. I'm sitting here thinking to myself, yah know.. About the usual.. Life, and what memory I have, or that I could at least recall a bit. The doctor said that my memory should be back within a month, but I'm not allowed out for two days.

I finally felt myself dozing off when the machine started going crazy.. I didn't notice what it was at first till I realised it was the one connected to my finger, keeping up with my heart rate. I didn't even know what was going on really.. I guess I wasn't dozing off though, because my body was numb and I heard shouting all around the room, and I could see the hospital room light on and the door opening and closing multiple times. 

Niall's POV: 

I was laying on the couch they had in her room.. I tried going to sleep, but I couldn't. My body wouldn't let me. I felt as if something bad was going to happen. I didn't know if Bella was awake or asleep, but I knew that if I moved and she was awake she'd scold me for not sleeping. So I laid still. I was finally starting to actually fall asleep when her heart rate machine started going crazy. I sat up quickly and jumped off the couch and to her side. I looked to see that her eyes were slowly shutting and that the machine was, in fact, going crazy. I hit the red 'Emergancy' button behind her bed to call in a doctor or a nurse. 

The doctor got in there with three nurses following behind, and another one coming in a few seconds later to take me out. I, of course, resisted to leave the room, but what she said made me leave. 

"If you don't leave we won't be able to save her. We need as much room in this room as possible. We will update you on her later. No go to the lobby!" And that's exactly what I did. I went to the lobby, praying everything was going to be okay. 

3rd Person POV: 

As Niall sat in the lobby waiting for an update on Bella, the doctors were trying so hard to save her. She went into Cardiac Arrest, or a heart attack. It was led on by her anxiety. She didn't feel it come on to her because of the pain medicine she is on. 

"ON THREE!" Yelled the doctor, who was, not in the bad way, on top of her straddling her. "ONE," he paused, "TWO," This time there was no pause, "THREE! CLEAR!" He yelled. I'm sure the whole 8th floor could hear them. "AGAIN! CLEAR!!" He shouts again, not really thinking about the other patients. "KICK IT UP!" He shouts at the nurse. "STAT ON 250!!" He shouts to her. "CLEAR!" He charges Bella again, but this time she flat lined. He started to get off to report her TOD, but as he was getting off and grabbing his pen and her papers, he heart monitor started to beep again. "What.."

"Just.." one nurse said along with him.

"Happened." Said the other nurses in union.  

"Someone go get Mr. Horan. I need to speak with him." Said Dr. Mitchell. 

Bella's POV: 

I fell asleep. It was peaceful. I kept feeling this strange shock in my chest, but I couldn't wake up. Everything around me suddenly goes all white, and I'm met with a little girl. One that would be three. 

"Hi mommy." She says in a small voice. I cock my head at her. I never had a baby. At least I don't remember if I did. 

"How am I your mom sweetie?" I ask her in a small voice. If Charlie and Ama forgot to tell me something, I'm going to be mad. 

"Well, first I want to tell you mommy, that when you wake up, you'll remember everything. Second I want to tell you that I AM your baby. You don't remember how, do you?" She said in a bigger voice then I could have processed. 

"Please. I want to know how I had a baby, and how she wasn't with the others." I say, smaller then before.

"Well, when you were 15, you were raped. Now, don't think that the others would've known, because they didn't. You never told them. You blocked it out, to where even you couldn't remember." Said another voice. I looked around, and I couldn't find anyone. Just me and.. The little girl. 

"What? I still don't understand how I had a baby. I mean, I was raped." I said, earning a little more courage. 

"Yes you were, love. That little girl, by the name of Lillian, is yours." I thought, Lillian, the name I've always loved.. WAIT! How do I know that?! "You lost her at 5 months; you were devestated for the longest time, no one knew what happened besides your mum." The booming voice says again. 

"Wait, who did it to me?" I ask nervously. I wanted to know, but at the same time, I was terrified to find out. 

"That, we are not sure of. He was a handsome lad, but he didn't live in the states, and you didn't even remember who he was. His friend is a cousin of yours, but he wasn't there during the incident and the only person you told was your mother. That is why you didn't remember your cousin." Wait.. Liam, didn't live in the states, and I didn't remember he was my cousin.

"Wait, so it was a friend of Liam's? And Lillian is my daughter? AND I almost had her, but lost her at 5 months?" I paused for a second trying to think. "What am I doing up here? I thought I was supposed to be asleep?" I asked frustrated because I didn't want to believe any of this, but as I said these word, Lillian came over and looked up at me with big bright blue eyes with a tint of green, her hair was a reddish brown, like mine. But I don't recall anyone else at the age of 15 that visited me with blue eyes. I bent down and looked her into her eyes. "Do you know who your daddy is Lillian?" I ask her. 

"Lilly, please call me Lilly." She stated. She is one smart girl. I smile to myself. Why did I have to loose her. "And yes, I know who my daddy is, and you have to go back to him. He needs you there with him mommy." Wait.. Who? "Niall, my daddy, needs you."

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