kik _ frerard fanfic

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emotrash💀: k so im back
emotrash💀: alsoooo
emotrash💀: watcha doing for valentines day :0
fronku💐: heyo gee
fronku💐: and nothing i think? bc no one is gonna ask me out as all the rest of the years lol. but dats fine.
emotrash💀: o oki
fronku💐: what about you? is there a special someone you wanna ask out
emotrash💀: well ye, i DO wanna ask this one boy out,,,
emotrash💀: hes rlly adorable, and we talk a lot, and im p sure hes emo. but i domt rlly have the guts to ask someone as great as him out.
fronku💐: oh wow! that person is v lucky that someone as cool and nice as you would love them. just uh, build some courage up and ask them. im sure theyll be happy. :)
fronku💐: also brb
emotrash💀: thank for the advice ! and oki 💙
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emotrash💀: i love you frankie,,,
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>ok so like irl frank rn

Frank felt heartbroken. As ridiculous as it sounded, the teenager he met the other day, well, he fell in love with. And he felt so,,, pushed aside. That lucky fuck that Gerard likes BETTER fucking appreciate him. Yea, Frank seemed really jealous, but wouldn't you?  He LOVED Gerard, even upon meeting him four days ago. They bonded so much. And now, Gerard would be taken by someone. Frank logged off of Kik with a sigh. He felt angry, sad, confused, and just,,,.hurt. It really did sound so stupid. But Gerard would have a boyfriend and Frank wouldn't be able to tell him hwo much he loved him. Frank loved Gerard's imperfections, even though he only has one picture of him. That one picture made him feel thrilled. He was so emo, honestly, and his beautiful hazel eyes- He could go days and days without end talking about how much he loved them. And his black hair that fell in his face: it was so cute,,, And his timy teeth and his tiny smile-- He WANTED Gerard to be his. He wanted Gerard to know that it would all be okay- That if he ever thought of suicide then Frank wpuld literally murder him before he cpuld murder himself- He wish Gerard knew that he would kiss all of the scars on his arms that he'd been told about- That he'd love him no matter what- But now it would never happen. Weirdly, Frank just felt empty. He didn't want to do anything. He wanted to curl up and forget he was alive. He felt so sad. He literally started to silently sob. What if his new boyfriend would be too oblivious to know that Gee was depressed? What if Gee killed himself and the only people who understood would be Mikey and Frank? Then what? Frank would fall apart? Mikey would fall apart? Frank thought of the worst things possible. He closed his eyes as he cried. The thought of losing Gee to suicide because some dumbfuck boy didn't know about it made him hurt so much more. The thing that hurt the most, though, was that Frank knew he'd just be a friend to Gerard forever.

>so now gerard also tw bc cutting an blood,,, also tw for next chapter frankie might do something bad too idk

Gerard was happy that he told Frank that he liked someone. And hopefully Frank wasn't getting the hint that Gerard liked HIM. Yea, it was stupid that he liked someone he had just met. But love is love. Suddenly, bad thoughts rushed through Gerard's head. "What if Frank will hate me, what if Frank kied about being gay, what if Frank is just pretending to be nice. Am I not good enough? I'm not good enough. I never will be. He's so perfect, everything about that goddamn innocent human being is so perfect. I want him. His adorable face. His honey colored eyes. His adorable lip piercing. And oh my god, how his hair is just so messy, it's so cute. He's so cute. I yearn to call him Frankie in real life, and kiss him, and touch him, and tell him how great he is and that he shouldn't beat himself up
But I'm not cute. Therefore he won't like me. He never will. Should I just disappear? Should I start cutting again ? It seems so right. I want the pain again. I want to bleed. I want to die. Frankie wouldn't care,,, He probably already hates me." He said to himself. Mikey and his paremts weren't home anyway. He started to cry. And he wanted to cut. So thats what he did. He found a bkade that Mikey hid from Gee. And he sliced into his skin. Blood started coming out slowly. Tears fell from his face. I'm not good enough. Just a worthless fag. He said to himself. He cut another slant into his arm with dozens of other scars, his warm and red blood continuing to trickle out. He sniffled and rolled his sleeves down before hearing a ding on his phone.
fronku💐: hey gee, im back :)
Gerard panicked for a moment.
emotrash💀: frankie,,, i didd soeyhtibg b ad,
His vision became blurry.
fronku💐: gee? what do you mean? should i be scared? what happened??
Frank was also, now, starting to panic.
emotrash💀: im beleeibg a lput frankie
emotrash💀: i doint want tou die kike this
fronku💐: gee.... what do you mean? youre not gonna die... whats happening? why are you bleeding?
emotrash💀: i,,,, i myseltlf aga8yn,,,
fronku💐: no... nonononono...no... no no no.. youve got to be kidding me.... gee why? you were doing so good....
Frank started crying again.
fronku💐: youll be okay,,, oh my god gee,, youll be ok, i promise you... just get up and get some bandage... you arent going to die.
If anything happened at this point, Frank would blame himself. He'd overdose, he'd cut, he'd get back into drugs. ANYTHING.
emotrash💀: oksyau,,,,
fronku💐: just wrap your wrist/arm/whatever in bandage and drink water.. tell me how you are after... and them please, for the love of god, sleep, itl be all okay tomorrow..
emotrash💀: frank, whata if i want to diey
emotrash💀: what if this is howp i snst to die
fronku💐: please gee,, please,, just fix yourself up and go to sleep. i wont fucking let you die.
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fronku💐: i love you.
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