For so long I was ashamed to admit the problem, an chose to pretend your happiness came from me. Darling I meant it when I told you I wanted you to be happy, I just didn't want you to be happier than me. Their was so many things my selfishness took away. And out of selfishness I didn't want you to walk away.
It's hard to admit but I just want to be needed. I told myself the only way to be loved is to be needed, and damn it I need to be needed.
