Unknown // Phan

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Phil put on a smile as he walked into lounge where Dan was draped over the couch with a blanket wrapped round him. Dan had a remote in his hand and the television was paused on the introduction of death note. Dan's lit up when he say Phil walk in. Phil gave Dan a weak smile before sitting on the couch.

"Haven't you seen them all yet?" Phil questions trying to sound has happy as he can from the phone call with his mother.

"Nope, I'm a little behind on a few of my anime if I'm honest," Dan chuckled in response.

Dan sat back and watched episode after episode until he had completely finished death note, every now and then he would pause it to get up for the toilet. Phil on the other hand just sat there not saying a word. Not once did Dan ask him what's up. If he was okay. No just just watched his anime. Phil finally got up which then Dan looked at him in concern.

"If everything okay?" Dan questioned.

"Yep fantastic," Phil muttered walking out of the lounge and into the spare bedroom across from his room.

"You don't have to sleep in the spare room. I can if you want," Dan followed behind Phil noticing the annoyance in Phil's voice. He couldn't ever imagine Phil annoyed so this was all a shock to him.

"I'm fine sleeping here," Phil muttered. He wasn't angry at Dan, just annoyed that he parents didn't ask him to go and see his brother with them.

"Oh okay," Dan said half heartedly like he was just smashed into a million pieces. "I'll be in your room then," Dan muttered. His voice was trembling like he wanted to cry, but he did enough crying in his own home so he held back the tears and headed out.

Phil climbed into so pyjamas as soon as dan left and climbed into the spare bed. He didn't want to sleep here, he wanted to sleep next to Dan's warm body. He didn't want to sleep next to empty sheets, he wanted to feel Dan burring his face into Phil's shoulder. For once he felt so alone and he blamed himself for pushing Dan away slightly. He shouldn't have been so harsh. Yes he doesn't ask how he is but it's not his fault that Phil's parents didn't ask Phil if he wanted to see Martyn. Phil sighed rolling over to face the window. A light amber glow lit the bottom half of the room from the street lights outside. He turned back around now facing the door as he pulled out his phone.

Dan felt devastated that Phil didn't want to be in the same room as him. Had he done something wrong? Once again Dan blamed himself. As soon as Dan did get into the bedroom he climbed under the green and blue checked bedding curling up in a ball just as his phone of the bedside table lit up with Phil's name.

Phil: I'm sorry

Dan: it ok

Phil: I shouldn't have pushed you out

Dan: It's ok

Phil: Just let you know I'm not angry at you.

Dan: want to tell me what's wrong??

Phil looked at what Dan had put. It made him smile that Dan had asked him what's wrong. He was going to tell Dan the truth so there is no secret between then. Secret pull people apart not bring them together.

Phil: My parents called and told me that they're going to see my brother in Canada. I've not seen my brother in over a year. They didn't even bother asking me if I wanted to go :(

Dan: Don't let that get you down. Maybe they have a good reason.

Phil: ye but they could still have asked me

Dan: if you say. I'm going to sleep nighty nigh :)

Phil: night Dan.

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Phil placed his phone on the beside table of the spare room. It felt cold without Dan's warm body next to him. When did he become so dependent on Dan? He has lived alone for many years now and all of a sudden he had become dependent on someone else? He pushed the thoughts to aside as he curled up and closed his eyes.

Dan didn't want to sleep. He wanted to talk to Phil. But Phil was in the other room. The sweet aroma of Phil was on the bedsheets. He pulled the sheets up to his nose and slightly breathed. A smile emerged on to his face. When did he become so dependent on Phil? Dan was never dependent on anyone. He didn't trust his dad, even when he was younger. And now he was dependent on Phil? As Phil did, Dan pushed the thought out his mind and closed his eyes to sleep as a single tear escaped his eye.

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My younger cousin came around sorry it took so long to get it out. I started writing this at 11:45pm and finished at 6:10am. I think I should get some sleep anyway... I need more drama to happen it's a bit bland isn't it? Idk anyway bye for now <3