I Love the Way You Lie

Part Five: The Smile on You Face

(A/N: yehey!! 200+ na yung reads!! Okay, ang babaw ko -___- Pero salamat sa inyo, ha! Vote na din kayo, hehehe. Nga pala si Bea na sad>>>>>)

Beatrice's POV

NP: 12:51 by Krissy and Ericka

*I'm scrolling through my cellphone for the 20th time today

I'm reading the text you sent me again

Though I memorized it anyway*

Joseph... 

Hindi mo man lang ba ako tatawagan o itetext man lang para makipag-balikan? Wala ka na ba tlagang pakialam sa kin? O sa panahon na pinagsamahan natin? Kasi ako napaka-halaga sakin nung mga panahong yun.. Kahit pa di ka masyadong madaldal, basta nandyan ka masaya na ko..

Naalala ko nung nasa mall kami, 

Nag cr siya kaya nandun lang ako nakatayo hinihintay siya tapos may lumapit na lalaki sakin, nagulat ako kasi biglang sumulpot si Joseph at sinuntok yung lalaki. Tinanong ko kung bakit niya ginawa yun, ang sagot niya "Kung makatingin kasi sayo parang, hinuhubaran ka niya!" Tuwang tuwa ako nung mga oras na yun kasi may pakialam siya sakin, ayaw niya na nababastos ako.. 

Pero ngayon?? Hays..

Tsk.. Lord..? Ano bang nagawa kong masama at nangyayari sa kin to? 

Kunin niyo na ang lahat sa akin, wag lang siya..

*It was an afternoon in December

When it reminded you of the day

When we bumped into each other

But you didn't say hi cos I looked away

And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life

And maybe I haven't moved on since that night*

argggh!! Bakit ko ba kasi ginawa yun?! Wala na tuloy siya sakin, wala na tlaga.. 

Sh*t, naiiyak na naman po ako..

Hindi ko mapigilan eh... Si Joseph kasi.. Bakit niya ako pinagpalit?! Hindi na ba niya ako mahal?  

o baka... Hindi niya talaga ako minahal???  

*Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone

But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again

And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight

Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer*

Hindi..   Minahal niya ako!! Alam ko yun, minahal niya ako... Hindi naman kami magtatagal kung hindi niya ako mahal di ba? Baka naman na-bored lang siya kaya niya nilalapitan yung babaeng haliparot na yun? Siguro nga.. Sana nga.. 

*And I saw you with her

Didn't think you would find another

And my world just seemed to crush

Shouldn't have thought that this would last

And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life

And maybe I haven't moved on since that night*

Kasi handa naman akong maghintay na magsawa siya dun sa babaeng yun.. 

*Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone

But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again

And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight