You Can't Raise A Man(Book 1)

Chapter 5: Memories Back Then Pt1

Chapter 5

London's POV:

Mean while back at London's apartment....

"Chile I can't believe somebody actually started shooting up the club like that.I'm glad trey got my number before all this shit happen" Jada said

We were in my bed watching the news . The news reporter was talking about what happen tonight and how one body was found inside the club.

"I can't believe we were actually there in the middle of all this."I said shaking my head at thought of the person who didn't make it out alive tonight.

Tonight started out so fun and ended badly. That was someone's loved one and now they won't be able to see this person face anymore. It's heart breaking . What happen tonight hit so close to home for me. I felt my eyes tearing up a little . I got up from the bed and made way to the bathroom closing it making sure that to lock it.

I cut the shower on and begin to remove my clothes. I step into the shower and held my head under the water. I wished the water could wash away all the memories I had of him. All the hurt and all the pain from that day. I could sit here and wish all day but I knew that wasn't going to happen nor bring him back to me. I broke down at the though that no matter what I did and how much I cried and begged . God wasn't bringing Ty back to me.

"Oh god please help me " i semi yelled as I held myself sliding down into the tub. He was my first everything and they took him from me.

****Flash back****

(Play Song In MM)

It was another hot summer day in Atlanta and I was spending it with my boyfriend Ty. Any where Ty was I would be.We were insuperable that whole summer.

"Come here baby " Ty called me over to the bed. I just got out the shower and had the towel wrapped around me. I made my way over to him and bent down to kiss, him good morning .

"Good morning my tiger " I smiled & cooed.

"Good morning L boogie "
he teased as he started tickling me . I couldn't help but fall over on top of him weak from laughing and trying to fight him off at the same time .

"What did I tell you about calling me that it's big daddy to you he said as he tickled me.

"Baby please stop .. I can't breath "I plead laughing still trying to get away from ...
"What was that" he said pretending like he couldn't hear what I just said

"I love you baby please stop" I said out of breath weak from laughing .

He stop tickling me. "You love me ? "He asked as a smile spread across his face .It was the first time I ever told him that I loved him ... Little did I know it would be the last too.

"Yes I love you "I said smiling back at him.

"I love you too London with all my heart and I don't want you to ever forget that shit" he said

Chills went down my spin and I felt my stomach doing back flips at those words he just spoke to me.

"You different from all these other girls around here and I'm so happy to say that your all mines shorty. "He said

I couldn't help but smile and Kiss his soft lips . I wish that time would have stayed still that day so that I could have lived that moment forever.

"What do you want to do today baby girl ?" He asked as he got up from the bed.

"I don't know ...anything long as I'm with you baby I really don't care". I said.