You Can't Raise A Man(Book 1)

Chapter 29: Hail Mary PT 2

Chapter 29
Trey's POV

I never thought I would ever have to go back to that day . That image of his face ,I thought I would never have to see it ever again. I was now at my house sitting in my office sipping on a glass of henny waiting on future ass to get here. A few minutes later he walked in and took a seat at the other side of my desk.

"Talk " he said not even bothering to look up at me.

"You really don't remember dude?" I asked kinda hoping he did so I wouldn't have to refresh his memory.

"Nah he look familiar and his name sounds so familiar . All I know that his name is Ty and he's jada's twin brother and London's ex" he said shrugging .

"FUCK!!!!! I yelled throwing my glass of henny causing it to hit the wall and shatter. I felt so sick to my stomach knowing that was Jada's twin brother and London's ex boyfriend.

"Bro what the fuck is wrong with you?" future said finally looking up at me with a worried look on his face .

"Bro that's the dude we killed in the park five years ago for Scar face."I said feeling bad as hell.Future froze, He didn't move he didn't say anything he just starred at me with a blank expression.

"We killed Jada's brother yo how am I'm going to look at the woman that I love and that is carrying my child and tell her the reason your brother is not here any more is because of me and Future". I said thinking out loud. I had a part in killing him all for $5,000 . I always felt bad about that.

"She will never look at me the same." I said as punched a hole in the wall.

"FUCK MAN!!!" future finally yelled

"Just when I get her back I'm about to lose her again. She loved him Trey probably more then she love me. We can't tell them bro I cant lose London man I swear if I do I might lose it ."he said

"I can't go to jail man and I can't lose London and this baby Trey I just got my baby back I can't lose her." he said pulling a fat as blunt from pocket.

"Bro I can't either but I don't think I can look into Jada's eye's everyday knowing that I did that to her brother. She thinks I'm this perfect guy and doesn't have a slight clue about my past and what it is that I do for a living. We have to tell them bro and do the right thing" I said . "BOOM" we heard something fall over which caused me and Future to pull out our guns.

"Who the fuck is there?"I yelled and Jada came into view with tears in her eyes. That's when I knew she over heard everything and I've lost her forever.

"Y'ALL KILLED MY BROTHER??!!" she yelled through her tears and charged towards me and started hitting me . Future popped up and ran over to pull her off me .

"Let me go let me go let me go .I hate you both you took away my best friend he never did anything to anyone Ty was so sweet and caring . He would give you the shirt off his back if you needed it" she said yelling and crying really hard .

"Jada baby I'm so sorry I didn't know that Ty was your brother until 5 minutes ago. I was young and dumb my mama was struggling bad baby and we was just trying to take care of our family" I said trying to get her to understand why I did it. I felt the tears coming down my face but I didn't care I fucked up bad and I guess in a way this was my past coming back to hunt me in the worst way.

"Don't Fucking touch me!!! "she spat .

"I feel so dirty now." said she fell to her knees.

"I'm in love with one of men who killed my brother and I'm pregnant by him. My skin is crawling right now .I feel so disgusted with myself right now. Oh god please have mercy on me " she said crying hard as hell

"Why??? Why did yall take my brother away from us? " she said looking back and forth from me and Future .

"Jay man the type of shit we was in growing up wasn't good at all. we were young. This drug lord name Scar Face put a hit out on your brother said your brother got his daughter pregnant then dogged her and left her for some other chick." Future said

"Lair My brother would never do anything like that to no female. " He loved London more then life its self. she said angry as hell

"Jada its true. everything that Future " said was true. I said being completely honest with her.

" I'm getting all of my shit and moving out. I don't want anything to do with you and you won't have anything to do with this baby.I hate you Trey for making me fall in love with you and I am so sorry that you are my child's sperm donor . I hope y'all burn in hell and Future  don't even bother going to London I going to tell her everything and then I'm going to the police. My brother didn't deserve to have his life taken over some bullshit." She said getting up off the floor and walking slowly to the door stopping and looking me dead in my eyes.

"Trey I knew you were just to good to be true. I'm going to raise this baby and pray to God that he or she never finds out who you are." She said with tears running down her face walking out and slamming the door behind her. After the door slammed I went crazy knocking shit all over the place. I hated myself so much right now.

"I guess this is it huh" Future said lighting his blunt and taking a long drag .
This can't be real man I finally had the little family I always wanted growing up and now I lost it all due to some shit I did when I 18 years old trying to survive in these streets. Now I'm going to miss out on my fist born life, I might be facing major time and lost the love of my life . Future said passing the joint to me

"I can't even face London now" he said with his hands over his face. I guess our past was going to catch up with us one way or another. Its time to change and give up this life style but it wasn't going to be easy to get out alive.

I bet none of you saw that coming huh... Vote and comment!!! let me know what you guys think. And excuse any errors thanks xoxoxo