{Broken Already} Gaster Sans x Reader

~17~

Your POV

It had been what? 3 days since Emily died. I wasn't really sure. I didn't pay attention. I just sat on the porch staring into space. I still wasn't sure what to think. I had only known her for a few days yet I felt like I knew her for my whole life. Maybe its because I have. I just forgot. I looked towards the woods and sighed. "Hey Dove." a voice said sitting on the bench next to me. I turned my head slightly and saw Sans. I looked back towards the woods and didn't say anything. I heard him sigh. "Its 6:55. You should come inside and eat something." he said. I shook my head and whispered, "Not hungry." he looked at me and sighed. He stood up. I assumed he was going inside until I felt a pair of boney arms pick me up. I was thrown over Sans back like a potato sack. However I didn't care enough to try to break free. He took us inside and dropped me on the couch.

I tried curling up into a ball but he was in front of me and grabbed my hands stopping me from moving. "Let go."  I whispered. He shook his head. "She wouldn't want this." he said. "How do you know what she would want?" I said raising my voice. "And you do you?" he asked keeping a calm voice. I looked down. I realized I didn't really know what she would have wanted. Sure I knew her but I couldn't remember much. I felt a few tears roll down my face. Sans used his thumb to wipe them away. He pulled me into a hug and rubbed my back. that's when the dam broke. I was sobbing just like I had 3 days ago. While I cried Sans just rubbed my back and comforted me. When I was done he pulled me away from him. I looked down and waited for him to say something. "I'm so-" I started but was cut off when he pulled my lips to his mouth. I was confused at first but then realized....he was attempting to kiss me. After a moment I kissed back. When we pulled back I saw a yellowish hue on his cheeks. He looked away. I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him. He hugged me back before taking my hand and practically dragging me to the kitchen.

After eating a lot of food Sans took me upstairs and laid me on the spare bed. I curled into a ball and closed my eyes. He may have said those things and made me realize that she probably wouldn't want me to be like this but I couldn't help it. I felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist. I knew it was Sans so I didn't bother to see who it was. I felt him put his head in the crook of my neck. I waited a bit until I heard a soft snore. He had already fallen asleep. Deciding that I should rest I allowed myself to be carried away into sleep.

I woke up to someone shaking me. I opened one eye and saw Frisk. I propped myself on one arm and looked at her. Sans wasn't holding onto me anymore luckily. Frisk grabbed my hand and tugged towards the door. I slowly stood up and followed her out side. It was brighter so I could see what she was signing. "Whats wrong?" I asked. "Alphys wants you." she signed. "Why?" I asked. She shrugged and grabbed my hand dragging my towards the basement.

We walked into the basement where we saw Alphys standing next to Emily. Alphys had her put on a bed. I slowly made my way towards her. I took one look at Emily before turning away and biting my lip. I didn't want to cry. "Whats up?" I asked Alphys. She turned to me and handed me a note. "T-this was in E-Emilys pocket." she said. I quickly grabbed it and saw the my name written on the envelope. I slowly opened it. My hands shaking. I felt my legs start to shake. I heard the sound of a chair moving. I then felt Frisk push my into a chair. I sat down and pulled the letter out. It read,

                               Dear (Y/n),

           So if you're reading this I take it I'm dead. Yup. I hope my death wasn't something like me running into a tree while flying or some shit. Anyway I'm kinda just writing this to tell you thank you. You are one of the things that has kept me going. You probably don't really remember me too much because you had most of your memories wipped as a kid. But I didn't. I still remember all the fairly fun times we had. However there was that one time you pushed me off the roof. I didn't die but it sure as hell hurt. Anyway I guess I just wanted to tell you to not be sad. Well at least not for too long. I want you to be happy. Well as happy as you can be in this hell of a world. I gotta wrap this up so. Oh wait. One last thing. If you do happen to have a funeral or something I need you to do me a few things. One, don't bury me. In like the back yard or something. If you are going to bury me then please bury me on top of the mountain we used to go to as kids. You'll know where it is. I made sure you kept that hill memory. Two, don't wear black. I loved the color black but at my funeral I always wanted bright colors. I wanted it to be like a celebrations. Like "Woop shes finally gone!" just kidding...I hope. Anyway yea I always wanted my funeral to be filled with color. Bright things. Shit, he's here now. I gotta go now. Anyway. I love you (Y/n). Please don't mourn for me for too long. Goodbye.