"A Secret Revealed" an Iwaoi Fanfiction Fiction

[ 11 ] I Don't Love You

Oikawa's POV:

I calmly walked to the simplistic white fridge in Iwa-chan's home. I clasped the handle before pulling it back.

"Iwa-chan you need to go shopping!" I shouted. Iwa was in the bedroom at the time so shouting was needed.

"Then you go shopping!" He shouted back.

"Why do you always make me do everything!? I cleaned your house earlier as well!"

"Because, Crappykawa, it's easier on me when I don't have to do the work!"

That was it. I walked into his bedroom. He was on his bed scrolling through an app. I picked up a blanket and then jumped on the bed, landing face first. The blanket covered Iwazumi.

He quickly took it off. It went flying before crashing to the ground with a soft thud.

"Oikawa!"

I moved in close to his face. Our heads touched. A smirk spread over my face.

"I'll let you do anything you want, if you just go shopping with me and cook for the next, two days."

He moved back. "Fine, Trashykawa." He face was a light red.

"Oh c'mon Iwa-channnn. That's no way to treat your boyfriend." I whined.

"I never said I was your boyfriend." He said annoyed and walked off.

Why was Iwa so mad? I thought this silently to myself. I mean granted we weren't dating, but he didn't have to treat me so coldly. I wasn't even being that serious. I got up from the bed. Inside his kitchen he was getting his jacket on.

"You could go by yourself." I said coldly.

He stopped to look at me. "Are you sure?"

"Yeah."

"Are you mad at me?"

"Oh you know, just slightly annoyed."

"Oikawa if it is about the comment I made about not being your boyfriend, just know that I didn't mean any harm by it." He voice softened.

"Would you date me?"

I knew it wasn't the best to be acting like this, but I just wanted to know. I wanted to know what we were.

"No, I mean yes. But no." He said nervously.

"What do you mean no yes no?!" I raised my voice.

"I think it's best if we never dated." He said while looking down.

A felt a warm liquid start to form under my eyes.

"Why?"

"Because, because, well it just wouldn't work out."

"Why?" I looked towards him with tears falling from my eyes.

"Because you'll be hurt."

"What do you mean! How will I be hurt? What are you hiding from me!" By this point I didn't even know what I was saying.

"I'm not hiding anything!" He shouted.

"Yes, you are!"

He paused for a moment. "Oikawa, please just go."

"But I want to stay with you, because I love you."

"Well, I don't."

After those words were said I didn't even look at Iwazumi. I couldn't. I know I shouldn't have been so rude to him, but I really wanted to just understand him. It's my fault isn't it. I hurt myself because I wanted to know something so bad. Tears were falling down from my eyes. One after another, the salty tears rushed down my cheeks onto my lap.

Now Iwa-chan doesn't love me.

Shiro's note:

Sorry if I caused any feels. Lol but yeah! I finally overcame writer's block and wrote this so I hope you enjoyed!