Beautiful Mirage

Chapter 4

--- Shawn^^^---

3 person pov  (The party.)
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It turns out every body who is every body turnd up for the twin's ( Lee and Danny's) birthday party.

Not long into the party the twin's actually found there mate's. Turns out that lee's mate is Alpha Jason and his twin brother the beta Jonathan is Danny's mate. Yeah weird i know.

"I can't wait to meet my mate" Ashley sights with a dreamy look on her face.

"You'll find him when the time is right. I don't think I'm ready to meet Myne." I say pulling her
to the dance floor. "Until then let's boogie!" I shouted as 'Me to' by Megan trainer started playing.

----- 6 months later -------

"It's beautiful, isn't it?" Ash asked suddenly behind me.

"Are you trying to give me a heart attack ash!" I whisper shout at her holding my hand over my heart.

"Im sorry." She says  chukeling. 

"You sure don't look sorry." I say glaring playfully at her.

"You couldn't sleep either?" I ask making space fore her next to me to sit down.

"No, im way to excited." She says looking at the sunrise.

Ashley showed me this spot at the waterfall when we first moved here. And since then its our favourite spot. We stayed here for a few minutes watching the sunrise.

"Come on, we have to go help get everything ready for the welcoming party." She says standing up.

Today the future Alpha and Beta returns from training. I can't wait to see my brother. I missed him so mutch.

"But first we've got to get something to eat, I'm starting." I say as my tummy growls. Ash just laughs and we make our way back to get the day started.

"This look's perfect." Lizzy says looking our work over. "Good job every one. Girl's  you may leave to get ready." She said walking away.

We went to my house to get ready. After both of us showers we picked each other's outfit's and did our hair and makup. For Ash i chose a beautiful baby blue dress that compliments her curves perfectly. For me she chose blue ripped skinny jeans with a purple top with sequence and a pair of knee high heel boots.
"Hmm, something is missing." She said looking at me.

"I know, I'll be back." She says walking down the stairs as i follow. Just then the door opens and Daniel walks in. I sprinted down the stairs and jump in his arms.

"Little sis." He says hugging me tightly. "I missed you." I whispered squeezing him back.
"I missed you too." He says putting me down. Next i hugged shelly and she tells me all about the trip. Then she and Daniel went to there room to get ready for the party.

-----Shawn's pov------

Its good to be back. Im glad i got done with the Alpha training fast thanks to my wolf. 'We are strong' my wolf says in my head 'yes we are, we have to be if we are to take care of our pack'  i say falling on my bed. I don't feel like going to the party tonight. Maybe i will go and find a easy girl to warm my bed. My wolf growled at that. He does that ever time and stays away for a week after sleeping with random girls. 'I want mate' he says 'well to bad. I don't' i say blocking him the fuck out before he can go on about it.

I won't be good for my mate. I don't do love and i don't do hearts and flowers. I can't pretend to be what im not. I don't want to hurt my mate, i wil never hurt my mate. Thats why i don't want a mate. I can't be what a mate wants.

After my shower i got dressed and made my way to the kitchen. Just as i was walking into the kitchen someone walked out of it bumping into me. ''Mate,Mate!' My wolf howls in my head . I heard a gasp and then her whisper mate.

She is the most beautiful girl i have ever seen. She has long blond hair and gorgeous blue eyes and body to die for. She simply was way to good for me.

She took a step closer to me but i stopped her with my next words.

"No,stop." She looked confused so i explained. "I don't want you to come closer."

"Why? Im you're mate!" She said pained.

"You don't get it, i don't want a mate. I am no good. I won't be good for you." I say whiping a tear from her cheek.

"Way don't you let me make my on decision about that." She said with anger laced in her voice.

"Because i don't do love. I will only hurt you. And no you can't change me. Some have tried and failed miserably. I can't be the mate you deserve. I want you to block the the bond. It will make the pain go away." I whispered the last part.
"You can't tell anybody about us being mate's."

"Fine, how do i block it?" She asked wiping her tear stained face. " Juts think of the bond and put a barrier." I say seeing her eyes showing no emotion.
I pulled her in to a hug. "I'm sorry." I wisper and walked out the door.