star boy☆ (rambles of keith kogane)

18.

Do people back on Earth know that I'm missing?

Did anyone care when I left the Garrison and didn't return to my orphanage?

No. Probably not.

All of that time spent alone in the desert reminded me that I don't have a home to return to.

And now...

Once this is all over I won't have anywhere to go...

Pidge has their mother, Lance and Hunk have their families

And me?

I have nothing

Nothing besides Lance, but once we return to Earth he has his home.

I dont know...

...

...is it bad that I don't want to return?

Knowing that I'm in an outcast, an alien, with nowhere to return, no people missing me- it just seems so wrong to return...