star boy☆ (rambles of keith kogane)

26.

I'm sorry if I havent been talking to people as much as I have been, I'm just tired.

Not to where I need sleep- I'm tired of being here. Of living. Of talking to people. Of crying at night. I'm tired of everything and I just want a break.

But that's not going to happen.

We are never going to get a break.

Is it bad that sometimes I wish it was all over- no matter how it ended?

Sometimes I wish that I would die.

At least that way I could relax and sleep and not worry about saving the entire universe.

The entire universe...

That's a lot of weight to put on 5 kids' shoulders

Wouldn't they know that we are bound to collapse at any given point?

I guess not.