Help! I'm stuck in this body

I grabbed the blade and cried before bringing it in contact with my bare skin. ''You bitch'' Harrys words rang in my head and then I sliced the blade in. I winced in pain but didnt stop. I knew it was wrong and bad to do this and I wished I'd stop but at bad times I cant help it.

My sister came in worried. She took the blade from my hand and stared at the blood flowing out of my wrists. ''what he do this time?'' She asked hugging me tight. My sister was the only one that knew Harry bullied me.

''kicked me multiple times in the stomach, slapped me, yanked on my hair'' my voice was muffled from my crying. She hugged me tighter. ''it will get better'' she said helping me up off the bathroom floor and lead me into our room.

I always believed  that karma would get him. I mean I had done nothing wrong. He spent his time bullying me instead of anything else. He would get it bad. I just wanted to finish school, go to uni and start my career as a singer and thats what happened. Yeah Harry was in the same industries but he couldnt do anything anymore without the whole world finding out.

''Poppy Marbles sparks up her new track 'Starry Night' '' the radio announced. I jumped up and down with my best friend Claire. We danced around to my new song. The song finished and we fell flat out on the sofa.

''That was Poppy Marbles and Starry Night, she will be at the Brit Awards tonight'' The presenter said and it made me even more scared and nervous.

Pharrel Williams, Happy came on.  We danced while choosing what to wear. We settled upon a black dress (A/N's on the side) and did my hair in a plaitish style.

It was time so we decided to get in the limo. Claire was coming too. We had to sit on a table with Adele. We talked away with eachother. Then the show started. There were so many norminations and winners. The camera was shown at me and I waved jokingly like a little kid.

One Direction got a normination. Harry had a smirk that haunted me for years but I brushed it off. Now were the new young female artists.

''Kate Greene, Lianne Carpstop, Poppy Marbles, Erica Hart, Sammy White'' the announcer called out showing our tracks. ''and the winner is.....'' he pulled out the envelope. ''Poppy Marbles''. I almost chocked. My name. He called my name.

''go on'' Adele said. He got up and walked to the stage. I collected my award and made a speech. ''its so amazing'' I squeeled. A couple people laughed. '' I cant thank you guy enough for voting me'' I smiled.

The awards soon finished and we went to the after party. The party was great. I met so many celebrities which were so cool. I even met Ed Sheeran and almost had a heart attack.

''congrats'' He said and went off. Umm ok, lol. ''fancy seeing you again'' The voice said in my ear. The voice that gave me nightmares for years. The voice that I dreaded to hear. The voice of my bully. I tried to act like I wasnt scared and turned to face him.

He was smirking. ''hello Harry'' ''I never knew you could sing'' he said. ''well I could say the same thing but I guess we found that out already''. He continued to smirk. ''whose your friend'' Louis smirked putting his arm around Harry.

''we're not friends'' I said through gritted teeth. ''keep your chill'' he chuckled putting his hands up in defence. I rolled my eyes and went home.

Why doesnt anything go right for me and even if they do something has to ruin it and the worst thing is, it has to be Harry. Harry my bully from school.