Chapter 14

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POPPY.

I was upset, I was angry, I was distraught. Harry had gone through my personal belongings. He had gone through my only thing that I let my feelings go. My diary. What gave him the fucking thought I would let him go through. He is such a dumbass.

I need to put my anger out on something. I got a pen and paper and drew Harry. It was really good that's why it was so good to do the next step. Drawing him and it really looks like him makes it better. I scrunched it up and ripped it.

Ahh. That felt good. The safest way of letting my anger break free.

Now the lads know. I think. They either do or think we're crazy. Not like I care. They wont tell anyone, they probably think its stupid.

I hopped on a bus and rode it till it came to my house. I didn't care that It wasn't mine but Harry's anymore but it was still home.

I texted my mum.

To Dear Mother xxx

Hey sorry about earlier xx

From Dear Mother xxx

Don't worry hun, we shouldn't have bombarded you with those time of questions xxx

I chucked my phone down and cried myself to sleep. Its come to be a routine now. Stressful day and cry myself to sleep. I just keep doing it for so many different reasons.

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