Help! I'm stuck in this body

Chapter 23

Poppy.

As soon as I got home, I broke down in tears. Although I was ecstatic about having my body back, I kinda missed being in Harry's. We got on so well. We got so close. We found out so many things about eachother that we never knew.

I want to be back in his body so I can have those moments back. I miss them. I miss telling him secrets. I had told him about my secret crush on the one person who hates me. Ed Sheeran, but that slowly changed as I got to know Harry abit more.

I started falling for him. I started falling for my bully. The guy who played with every girl I know from school and got away with it, the guy who brought me to depression, the guy who bullied me for years because I accidently walked into him when we were 4.

The guy who brought me to the conclusion to kill myself. The guy I now love.

If you had said, I would be falling for Harry, the Harry Styles, world sensation that bullied me in school years, I would have laughed in your face and think you were plain stupid, but I have now.

If I went back to those years, of him attacking me, getting stronger everyday, I would never knew I would be crying over missing him.

I bet right now he is celebrating he does not have to see me again. I bet he is laughing over how close we got and he probably acted out the whole thing. Dick, but I love him.

I ran into my room and pulled out my diary. I pulled it up to the day before Harry auditioned for x factor.

Dear Diary,

I have been getting horrible flashbacks of Harry beating me lately. I'm so glad it might all come to a stop. He is auditioning for X Factor tomorrow. I've heard him sing from time to time and he is really good and hopefully he will go through and I wont have to see him hurting me again.

Why did he ever choose me? What did I do? What did I do to make him hate me?

I just hope I don't see him again.

I was so horrible back then, but I couldn't blame myself. He was horrible too. Physically too. Beating me up everyday. I always thought karma would come round to get him but it didn't, it escalated on me.

I got the karma. People always say Karmas a bitch. It is so true.

I went on twitter and found a recent tweet from Harry. He tweeted a picture of him back in his apartment, the caption read "great to be back". I cried harder. My point proven. He was acting to be nice to me, now he is back in his body and the happiest guy alive.

I hate that bastard. They are going on tour in a couple of days. I will block him out of my mind. Well I'll try