Insane ➸ Shawmila

Prolouge

Originally a story about Harry and Camila. I am now converting it to a Shawmila story.

Running was what i'd been doing for almost a full day. Not as exercise or a daily thing, it was more like running away from a problem. I was never really someone to break the rules I was more of a good girl the innocent one in any situation, and in this situation I still was. See, me running away from the cops isn't because I did something dumb or illegal Its because I was being accused of something that I didn't do. I would never really hurt someone but my boyfriend was an exception. Now you may be wondering why I'd hurt him and honestly back when I was happy I hurting him would've never crossed my mind but truth is I never got to know the real him till we moved in together. He was the sweetest person a couple of months back but the past few weeks he's been the worst. I never had a bad feeling about him but then again how could I? All he ever was, was sweet and loving. I was planning on getting married and starting a family some time soon, but that's obviously not going as planned.
     He was a monster and I was blinded by his "love" I don't doubt he stopped loving me a while back that's if he even loved me. Maybe he did I don't really know but I know he stopped caring maybe this was all my fault. I should've asked if he was ok when he was down. I should've tried being there for him when he needed me. This was all my fault, He was my dream guy my one and only he made me smile, laugh, cry, but most importantly he made me happy. That only lasted up until I found out he cheated on me. Yeah, some would say that's not enough of a reason to call him a monster but he cheated on me with my best friend and I'm sure they were the ones who accused me of something I didn't do and as much as I tried hiding I knew one day they'd find me.