Different Sides (Septiplier Au) (RE-EDITING)

Chapter 21: I've Had Enough

-(Blake's Pov)-

I've had so many chances to be free, and I just let them passed away; like the stupid girl I was always called at. No love for me to give, to feel or to know. When you just lose everything because of one damn thing. Life being unfair to you because you want to be different than the others but, you have to follow orders and be what they want you to be. 

Living a lie in your life, being abused, hit, insulted and you just sit there watching. Watching me suffer this madness, thinking I don't know what's going on behind that head of yours. I know that you think I'm crazy, that I'm just speaking to get the problems going. But, I'm not. Look at what I've been going trough and tell me if it's worth a smile or a laugh from you.

I have to suffer this pain every fucking day of my life and you call me the bad guy, the unwanted, the suspicious, the person behind all of this bull shit. Being always do to the dirty work of everyone in the family, I've had enough. I'll show them what I truly am and if I ever see their faces again, I won't hesitate to take a chance against them.  

I could hear her close, her footsteps getting closer and closer by the second; the sound of her voice echoing through the walls made me feel angry. The pain she has caused me since the beginning, I couldn't blame her it wasn't her fault but, she decided to go for it; even if I know why she had to do it in the first place. 

"I see your still awake" Her voice filled the dark room, feeling she was just alone with me

"If your here to hit me then do it" I replied with no emotion in my voice

"You know I didn't come here for that, I came to tell you that mother won't be here for the weekend" My sister's voiced had at least a happy tone saying that, knowing she might of have a smile on her face

"Where is she going? She never leaves if it's not important to her" I ask to my sister as I got up from the floor

"Someone over at her work decided to be a rebel and not follow the rules" She said without that much care

"That's something you don't see everyday" She smiled at my comment, something she doesn't do when our mother is around

"Yeah anyways, you said last time we talked like this, you were thinking of a song that you were gonna sing me when it was done; are you done with it cause I really wanna hear it" I was shocked to her that from her

"Yeah it's done, you wanna hear it?" I said as I opened the drower with my notebook that had my songs

"I would love to, sis" I smiled and told her to see on the floor, she followed what I told her and I sat in front of her facing her. I looked for the new song I added and had the lyrics set

"If you don't like it, you can say it alright?" She nodded and I looked at the lyrics I took a deep breath and remember the beat of the song, and started to sing it

"Now I will tell you, what I've done for you

50 Thousand tear I've cried 

Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you 

And you still wont hear me

Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself

Maybe I'll wake up for once

Not tormented daily defeated by you 

Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

I'm dying again

I'm going under! Drowning in you

I'm falling forever, I've got to break through