H20Vanoss

Is This a Confession?

Evan's Pov

My eyes start to water as Jon's laugh drowns out the world. Dizzy, I feel dizzy, and nauseous in the defiant. I watch as he comes to his senses with a worried face. He starts to shake my body as I suddenly feel really weird and sleepy....

Jon's Pov
What have I done? Is feel his limp body in my arms, I move my hands quickly to his wrist and feel his pulse. It's still beating... thank god! I sit there staring at his non coherent self, I have to tell him the truth when he wakes up....whenever that might be. Is this what murders feel like?

They watch the person they've broken die right in front of their eyes?

This must be why most people like that go mad.

I have to do something! And I think I know what it is, putting my hands underneath both his lower back and the back of his legs I try and lift him. And I succeed. Lifting up his body with both my little hands I carry him slowly on the pathway into my house.

His eyes are closed sleeping, but his mouth is still open. I can't help but stare at his firm lips as I bite my own. They even have a little curve at the end of them making them even better, I can't stop thinking these things as I carry him to the living room.

So perfect I whisper to myself as I play with his hair walking slowly through the kitchen, carefully not stepping on my father.

I might as well enjoy him being by my side for the moment because he definitely hates me for what I had said earlier. I finally make my way to the living room and try to set him on the couch, but he's grabbing on to my collar so I try my best to get as close as I can to the couch to set him down without disturbing his comatose state.

Evan's Pov

I feel my eyes open as I see Jon in front of me.

"J-Jonathan~", I mumble with a smile as I feel the side of his warm cheek with my left hand. The world is blurry, and frankly I can't even tell if I'm dreaming or not. Might as well take advantage of...whatever this is.

Quickly I grab the back of his neck. I pinch it hard making him give out a small moan before pushing our two faces together. I feel him wrap his arms around my neck as I thrown my hands on his lower back as he arches it upwards. I let my tongue explore his mouth as I see his eyes move upwards. Both of are lips connect perfectly as I feel his curves, this can't be real...

I feel my eyes open just a bit more...

"Jonathan?," I call out, I'm in his living room still, it was only a dream I guess...God damn it!

There's still no answer so I decide to go and investigate.

I walk to the kitchen to see his father still shit faced on the ground, and I chuckle a bit at what I had done earlier. I back out of the kitchen and head upstairs toward the other rooms.

Pushing open the first door on my right I see a California queen bed and two nightstands across from each other. "Must be his parents room" I say to myself as I think of his mother...she really has to go through hell doesn't she? I'll have to talk to her sometime.

I close the door and head to the door on the opposite side of it. There lies in the room poster covered walls and a twin bed on the side of the room. A desk is just to the left of it along with a stand up mirror....must be for him to admire his beauty, and that's understandable with his looks.

I look at the mirror, at myself standing there, my hair is fluffed up and my lips still have a little curve that girls say drive them crazy...ewww.

I push my lips against where his mouth would be and left a small mark. And that's how I mark my property, I laugh at little at my own joke before walking out of the room realizing what he had said earlier about my question...I feel my smile fade as some moist tears fall down my face.

I see another door at the end of the hall and walk in.

"Jonathan!", I cry out.

Jon's Pov

Damn it! He found me! I pinch the knife tightly in my fingers just above my bare arm as he hits it away from me.
I stay quiet as he hugs me tightly with watery eyes. Silence fills the room once more.

"I don't care if you don't feel the same about me, but...but I love you!", he cries out as his grip gets tighter and tighter and his voice gets louder," and I-I can't let you hurt your self!" My eyes widen as he says these things.

He knew I wasn't serious about earlier?

"And-and I wanna be with you and protect you from whatever your father has imprinted in your mind, please,please be mine!", he says almost as a prisoner saying his last words, quickly and with no regrets.

I let the silence take over as I pull away from the hug. I lead Evan's hands down onto my hips as mine fold around his shoulders.

"Come closer," I whisper with a wink and he smiles and comes closer like as told.

I kiss him quickly on the nose, "Mine!" I yell with a big grin as his face liters up like a lightbulb.