Loving Bad Maybe Good

Still Happens

Tokyo POV:

*Its been 2year and I've had at least 29 blackeyes *

*on the phone with nae *
Nae:" just leave you have too much going on with your health as is he's just add bruises "

*See Nae knew about​ my eating disorder and breathing problem she was the only person I trusted she kept my secrets as secrets and I loved her for that she was like a sister to me *

Tokyo:" But I Love Him He's Been There For 3 year For Me And I've Been There For Him "

Nae:" If being there means black eyes getting called bitches and hoes than stop being there Yoyo I Love You But You Need Better "

Tokyo:"Love You More Nae But He Promised Not To Do It Again And I Trust Him Bye Nae I Love You Kisses "

*As I Throw Myself On The Bed I Look Out The Window Remembering That Trees Go Through Storms And They Lose Leaves That's Apart Of Them Selves But They Are Still So Beautiful. Am I Beautiful?Am I Still Perfect To Him Or Did He Find Another?*

*door opens and closes its Jeremiah and his guys*

Jeremiah:"Yo Tokyo You Here? Rickey And Pat Said Heey We Just Gone Chill And Watch The Game "
Tokyo:"Yea Baby I'm Here Just In The Room I'll Be Out In A Min." *rushing putting make up on my bruises*
Pat:"You Got The Finest Girl In The Hood Jeremiah You Lucky Asl"
Rickey:"Yea Man You Really Do,She Got Sisters Or Sum"
*runs out the bed room dressed and looking average as normal...cut jeans crop top that says "Hiiiiiiiiiiiii" and my hair down flat ironed *
Tokyo:"Hey Guys How Are Y'all Help Yourself To Anything In The Fridge Babe I'll Be Back Me And Nae Are Going To The Bar For A Couple Drinks See You Later"
Jeremiah:*watching the game but seen Pat and Rickey starring* "Wearing That Tokyo? I Mean Damn That's How You Wanna Look?"
Tokyo:"I thought I looked nice but I'm late we can talk later bye guys "

*runs outside and hops in my new paid off white Hummer. Calling Nae *

Nae:"where are you? We've been waiting for 30mins Tokyo"
Tokyo:" I'm close who is we!!! Nae who is with you"
*Nae laughs and hangs up *
Tokyo: *She's So Irra Ughhhhh*
*walks inside our usual spot for drink and gossip *
Domo:"Hey Tokyo How You Been Long Time No See"
Tokyo:"Wtf Nae Why Wouldn't You Tell Me She Was Here I Gotta Go"
Domo:"No No No Wait Can I Please Talk To You Man Stop"
*Domo is a 5'11 chocolate pretty pink lips long haired perfect teethed grey eyed female and Lord she hit all my soft spots well she was my first ever girlfriend but I mean she still managed to look that good after 3years of no contact *

Tokyo:"Domo What You Want? THIS WAS ALL A SET UP WASN'T IT?"
Nae:*laughing*" Yea Baby But For Your Own Good But Let's Go To My House So We Can Talk Like Adults And Marcus Meeting Me There "
Tokyo:"Nae I'm Not Playing These Games Dude "
Domo:"Come On Tokyo Just Like Old Times Let Talk "
*how could I say no man she so beautiful.... Driving to Nae's house domo chose to ride with me through the entire ride she just smiled and stared at me *

Tokyo:"What I Got Something On My Teeth?"
Domo:"No Why"
Tokyo:"Cause You All In My Face Domo Wassup?"
*before she could say anything Jeremiah pulled me out of my car slamming he against the car door *

Jeremiah:"She Don't Look Like Nae And This Don't Look Like Drinks You Still Fw This Bitch"
Domo:"Man Let Her Go Now"
Jeremiah:"No Matter How Much You Wanna Be A Man You Still A Bitch And I Can't Hit You But I Have Sisters That Will Beat You"
Domo:"So Why You Hit Her She A Female Too Look At Her Face Dude She Deserve Me Not You Nigga You Nothing Let Her Go"
*Jeremiah released his grip around my arm making me drop to the ground *
Jeremiah:*turn back towards me* "This Ain't Over Tokyo See You At Home"
*with so much fear in my body I got back in the car with domo and just drove not knowing where to go but I drove Domo cried for me not but I stayed silent scared she'd actually yell at me for still being with him...we arrived at the beach it about 12 o'clock now we drove for 2hours*

Tokyo:"I'm soo sorry Domo I didn't know what to do I...."
*domo cut me off*
Domo:"Your Sorry? YOUR SORRY? What did you do Tokyo I love you so much you deserve so much better no need to wear make up Tokyo I see your bruises man how long this been happening?"
Tokyo:*weakly* "2 or 3"
Domo:"Days!!!?"
Tokyo:"years Domo you happy?"
Domo:*just started crying* "Wtf Tokyo your too good for him he thinks he owns you! Your Staying With Me Tonight"
Tokyo:"No I can't he will be upset"
Domo:"Fuck him let's go"
*domo drove so I can rest on the back seat I felt safe with her but I knew this would lead to something so horrible we arrived to domo's house  she carries me inside and lays me on the couch and walks out the door*
Tokyo:"I have 99missed calls and text from Jeremiah and Nae"
Domo:*walks in silently*"Don't Call Back"
Tokyo:*startled and scared I jumped so hard* "You Scared Tf Out Of Me"
Domo:"my apology beautiful, wanna take a hot bath? Wanna eat something I can cook. You Can Sleep In My Bed I'll Take The Couch"
Tokyo:"Domo calm down Lol I gonna take a bath and I can sleep on the couch you just make the food"
Domo:"no you got the bed okay no buts about it I'll give you a shirt and some shorts they might be a little big though"
*after my 30min bubble bath I came out and dried off and wait for Domo to bring the clothes*

Domo:"here you go" *her mouth drops*
Tokyo:"Domo its not the first time you've seen me naked chill out"
*Domo blushes *
Tokyo:"thanks is the food done let's eat"
*Domo leads me to the kitchen where there is fish and spaghetti my fav food*
Domo:"I hope you like it"
Tokyo:"you remembered thanks Domo "
*you and Domo finished and you wash dishes after arguing with Domo cause she wouldn't allow it God I forgot how much she thought I was a little princess and didn't want me to do anything*

Tokyo:"well good night Domo I'm tired"
Domo:"good night call me if you need anything I'll be right out here"
Tokyo:*giggles* "Okay Domo" *woah Domo bed is really comfortable but I can't sleep within 20 mins of just looking at the ceiling I still couldn't sleep*
Tokyo:*softly*"Domo You Woke?"
Domo:"yea can't sleep wbu"
Tokyo:"same do you mind laying with me into I fall asleep"
Domo:"yea sure here I come"
*i scoot over and let Domo lay down out of no where we both begin laughing*
Domo:" Tokyo I Love You More Than Anything And It Hurts Me Knowing Your Still With Him Letting Him Hurt You I Promise I Would Never Allow That To Happen Again But Go To Sleep We'll Talk More Tomorrow My Love "

I just drifted off to sleep thinking of how tomorrow would come what it would bring how I could try to change it how she would change it but knowing I would have to face Jeremiah again scared me cause he was so angry with me knowing I was with Domo He deserves so much better than me I'm worthless and he could do better right?