Loving Bad Maybe Good

Past Always Find You

Tokyo POV:

Domo Woke Me Up By Singing And The Smell Of Bacon Eggs And Hashbrowns

Tokyo:"Something Smells Delish"
Domo:"Thank You It's My New Soap But I'm Cooking Too"
Tokyo:"Your So Corny Lmao But That Was Cute Tho"
Domo:"Well Grab A Seat And Let's Talk"

She Looked Go Good In The Morning I Mean She Was So Perfect But I Knew I Needed To Go Before I Let My Temptations Get The Best Of Me So After I Ate I Had To Tell Her I'll Be Back

Tokyo:"That Was Wonderful Thanks For Everything But I'll Be Back I Just Have To Go Get Somethings"
Domo:*sighs*"Your Going Back Aren't You? Tokyo You Can Stay Here I Have A Entire Spare Room You Can Have It I Just Can't Let You Go Back I Just Can't Please Stay"
Tokyo:"He Has My Clothes Money Everything I Own Is In That Place I Have To Go I'll Be Back I Promise I Will Be Back "
*phone rings it reads off Mom*
Tokyo:"Woah My Mother Is Calling Me I Gotta Answer"

Phone Conversation:
Tokyo:"Hi Mommy How Have You Been?"
Mommy:"Tokyo I've Been Taking My Pills And Going To Classes I'm Doing Better But Nae Called Me And Told Me Everything I-I Can't Let You Continue To Be Like That"
*i began crying after years of my mom being a druggie and making me raise myself from the age of 13 she's just now acting like she cares I wanted to explode on her this was the only way I knew how to live she showed me being abused by someone that "loves you" is okay I watched my father ruin her all my life and now she's tell me its not right how dare she,she let this man beat her till he died *
Tokyo:"mom I gotta go love you lots"
*hangs up phone *

Domo:"Is Everything Okay Tokyo?"
Tokyo:"Yea I Should Go "
Domo:"But-" *door closes*

I jump in my car going 100mph in tears I need to talk Jeremiah something I need to leave him for good I need to get help I need to just go as far away as possible

*Walks Inside Of MY Home*
Tokyo:"Wtf Why Is Everything Broken Jeremiah Get You Ass Out Here Right Fucking Now "
Jeremiah:"Who Tf You Talking To Tokyo " *a fifth of Hennessey in his hand*
Tokyo:"You Been Drinking Again Look My House Nigga Get Up And Clean Up "
*he walks over to me I smell the drinks on him he grabs and kisses me hard*
Tokyo:"Get Off Of Me Jeremiah"
Jeremiah:"Shut Up"
He's pressing his self on me roughly rubbing on my breast I couldn't move him he's to big I know I didn't want his so I began screaming at him
Tokyo:"Jeremiah Stop Get Off Me Get Off Of Me Jeremiah"
I began hitting him in his back he finally got off of me
Jeremiah:"So Now You Don't Love Me You Don't Want This?
Tokyo:"I Came To Get My Stuff And G-"*he cuts me off*
Jeremiah:"Girl You Not Leaving Me Better Chill Out And Go Lay Down"
Tokyo:"No I Gotta Go Watch Out"
I tried walking away but he grabbed my neck throwing me against the couch pulling my clothes off and aggressively kissing me and rubbing me everywhere I cried and scream but he wasn't getting off he finished and I just ran into the bed room and packed as much as I can and Drove To Domo House As Fast As I Could

Domo:"Where Are Your Clothes? What Happened Why Are You Crying?"
Tokyo:"He Forced Me He Basically Raped Me I Feel So Used And Im In Pain Down There I Need A Bath"
Domo:"He What I Can't Believe this Let Me Call Up My Boys He'll Be Handled I Promise But You Need To Go To The Hospital Rn!"
Tokyo:"I'm Fine I Just Need A Bath And Sleep"
I was in the tub for almost 2hours scrubbing at my skins getting him off of me I felt it all over me I could stop crying I just wanted to end it rn Domo keeps knocking asking to come in and just comfort me but I couldn't let myself be seen so hurt so humiliated I hate myself more than ever right now I shouldn't have went back 

Domo:*from outside the door "I love you Tokyo and I'm here but you gotta talk to me
*opens door *
Tokyo:"I love you more please hold me and don't let me go"

5moths Later:

Domo:"Wake Up Time For Therapy"
Tokyo:"I'm Up I'm Up I Have Nothing To Wear Can I Just Miss Today"
Domo:"Nonsense I Picked Out Your Clothes And The Shower Is Running"
Tokyo:"Domooooo Please"
Domo:"No No No Now Shower I'll Have The Car Ready In 20 Hurry Your Late"
I Get Up Shower And Look At What She Picked Out Lol A White Shirt Purple Skirt And White Heels For A Stud She Has Amazing Taste In Girly Clothes And I Looked Good In It If I Say So My Self My Scars Are Leaving Do I Didn't Have To Wear Make Up I Flat Ironed My Hair And Put On Some Lipgloss And Domo Blew The Horn

Tokyo:"Gosh I'm Coming Ughh Lemme Run To The Car Before She Comes Get Me "

The Therapist:'Tokyo How Are You Doimg'
Tokyo:"I'm Fine As I Told You For The 100th Time I Changed My Number And Now I'm Living With Dominique"
The Therapist:'No Tokyo How's Your Heart Feeling You Aren't Fine You Tried To Kill Yo Self From His Threats Tokyo How Are You'
Tokyo:"Well I'm Working On Getting Back To My Normal Stage What Else Can I Say I Tried Forgiving Him But I Just Hate Myself More For Allowing It Domo Helps Though She's Really There For Me So I'm Good Is This Over Yet Cause I Can't Sit In Here For 2hours Rethinking It Over And Over You Get Paid Regardless So Take Your Lunch Break Now"
I just left she called after for me to return but why I didn't need that I'm fine right I've been coming here for 5month and its been the same shit I'm over it dude I just walked back to Domo House cause ian wanna have to explain why I left it wasn't a far walk prolly 3-4blocks so it was nothing

"Aye Bitch You Miss Me?"
I turn around to see Jeremiah standing right behind me my heart jumped out of my body

Tokyo:"Jeremiah What Do Y-Y-You Want" fuck I'm stuttering
Jeremiah:"Awwwn Baby Girl You Don't Miss Me Come Here" he began walking towards me and I started walking backwards
Tokyo:"Gone Jeremiah Leave Me Alone"
Jeremiah:"I Told You To Death Do Us Part And We Ain't Dead Yet Well Your Not Yet COME HERE!"

Strange Person Driving Past:"Miss Are You Okay?
Jeremiah:"We Good Nigga Keep Driving "
I Mouthed Help Me And The Guy Hopped Out His Car And Walked Towards Me I Signed With Relief Knowing He Wasn't Going To Get Me Today
Stranger:"I Don't Know You Or Her But It'll Be Best If You Get In Your Truck And Drive Away Sir "
Jeremiah Laughed I Knew He Was Crazy Enough To Hit This Man So I Tapped The Man He Turned Around And Whispered "Run" And I Took Off Jeremiah Tried To Chase Me But The Man Stopped Him

Tokyo:"Domo Domoo He Tried To Get Me He Did But This Man Stopped Him Where Is My Purse I Dropped My Purse"
Domo:"Who Whooo Tried To Get You Tokyo?"
Tokyo:"Jere-" *Knocking On The Door*
Domo:"Who Tf Is That Tokyo Go Upstairs Go Now"
Tokyo:"Noo Just Open The Door"
It Was The Man That Stopped Jeremiah

Stranger:"I Must Have The Wrong Place I'm Sorry I'm Looking For A Tokyo"
Tokyo:"Thats Me"
Stranger:"You Dropped Your Purse I Wanted To Return It I-I-I Don't Steal So What Ever Was Inside Is Still Inside My Name Is Quanny By The Way"
Tokyo:"Thank You So Much Quanny Would You Like To Come In For Coffee This Is My GirlFriend Domo "
Domo:"Wassup Quanny"
Quanny:"If You Don't Mind I Would Love To Cause I Have A Ton Of Questions"

Domo Walks Quanny To The Kitchen While I Change Into My Joggers And A Black V Neck Tee

Domo:*laughing*"Yea She Is Really Beautiful Isn't She I'm Pretty Lucky"
Quanny:"Yea Dude I Mean Girl Im Sorry"
Domo:"Its Okay *laughing * It Happens A lot"
Tokyo:"So What Questions Do You Have?"
Quanny:"Well The Dude I Think He Said His Name Was Jeremiah He Said You Took 2000$ From Him And Called Off Y'all Marriage "
Tokyo&Domo:"He What That Man Is Insane"