A/N: This story is based on the pair of Jihoon and Hansol. This story will be triggering. So don't read this if not prepared or comfortable. And I will give a warning of the triggering part. PLEASE READ IT FOR YOUR OWN SAFETY AND COMFORT-ABLENESS.
This was requested by: feli_christa
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Jihoon's POV
Today is Hansol's and my 1 year anniversary. I was planning for this day since a week ago, and I have everything in place. I just hope he likes it.
I was on my way home from preparing the fancy dinner at the restaurant I'm going to bring him to, but I get an abrupt call. I pick up my phone to see the caller ID is Seungkwan. I switch my gaze back onto the road and then I answer his call. I put my phone against my ear and the first thing I hear is Seungkwan sniffling. Did something happen??
"Hel-" I was interrupted by Seungkwan's outburst of sobbing.
"I'm so sorry, Jihoon. Please please come to the hospital. Hansol is hurt a-and I don't know what to do. I'm just here waiting for things to get better." Once I heard Hansol's name and hospital, I knew everything has gone wrong. What happened? Hansol please be okay. I'm coming to the hospital, please you have to survive.
"Seungkwan please calm down, tell me what hospital you and Hansol are at and I'll be going there immediately." I firmly say this, I have to stay strong for Seungkwan and Hansol.
"We're at (some hospital that you guys can think of)," Seungkwan replied with a voice crack, due to him crying.
"Okay, I'll be there as fast as I can. Please keep a watch on Hansol, Seungkwan. Stay strong and thank you." I thanked Seungkwan and reassured him that everything's going to be okay.
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2 hours ago...
WARNING: PLEASE READ TO YOUR EXTENT, HANSOL'S POV WILL BE DEPRESSING AND TRIGGERING.
Hansol's POV
I'm sorry Jihoon. You're not even here and yet I still feel like you're out there hanging out with other men or friends and not with me. Am I boring? A waste of your time? If I was gone, will you be happy and free? I'm not the person you wanted. Did you stay with me for this long because you pitied me?
It's our 1 year anniversary and you weren't even here the whole day except in the morning. Right now it's 6:24 pm and I'm still waiting for you to spend time with me again.
Maybe you intentionally left me today to leave me rot in my own feelings. I'm tired of feeling this way for you, since last week when you started disappearing on me. You always said you were "busy". What else am I suppose to think without little information? I bet he was cheating on me and found someone new. He's probably faking his love for me.
I don't want to think about this anymore. If I just die right here, he'll be happy without me. If I die, maybe life wouldn't be so hard anymore. It'll take away all my pain and I'll be free.
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