The Pain
Dear journal,
Can you feel pain like I do? Of course you can't. You're just a silly book. But if you could feel the pain that I feel now, you'd tear your own pages out. Pick up the sharpest object near your and rip into your soft white pages.
My once silky white feathers, have been removed once again. I wish there was a break time between assignments. But there isn't because master likes to think we have no feelings. Or at least no time necessary for feelings.
I know, deep down inside of me, I was once a human too. I just know it. Something inside me tells me everyday, every moment. I was human. I had time for feelings. And I didn't have feathers.
What does being human feel like again? I know there's happiness. And joy and excitement. But there's also pain, and regret. I don't know if I want to go back to being human. Is that even possible? Is there some sort of button I could press?
Is there a way for me to be what I used to be?
Love the angel
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A/n: hehehehehheehheeh don't hate me ples
YOU ARE READING
Thin ; phan {discontinued}
Фанфик"And here is you're new assignment" my master gestured over to the newly born baby boy. Trigger warnings apply