Addicted.

This guy.

I woke up feeling relived.
Ah, no lectures today...bliss...hm but so much work.

I get out of bed and go to my kitchen to get some coffee.
To walk to the kitchen I walk past a huge window that practically allows me to see the whole city. Maybe I should go for a run, maybe I'll run into him again but not literally...

I drink my coffee and sit on my countertop for a couple of minutes before making a final decision.
Fuck it let's go.

I put on my Adidas leggings along with a crop top and tie my hair up.
What am I doing oh my goshhh, I'm honestly just going on a run to hopefully see him.

I end up being outside within the next 5 minutes and when I got outside I stood there for a good 10 minutes contemplating whether or not to actually do this...because like what if I do see him, ugh shut up Grace, just do this, you look good and you're gonna do great.
I didn't believe myself when I thought that but hey, it's the thought that counts.

After a good 25 minutes of jogging around my area, I decide to go to a coffee shop to go get some water because my throats was dryer than a bowl of just oatmeal.

I seriously loved it in here. My friend Zoe works at the till so it will be nice to be able to catch up with her for a while seeing as the coffee shop is usually empty until 1pm.

I push slightly against the wooden door and a bell rings above me, indicating the workers that they have a customer eager for a beverage.
I see Zoe's head pop up from underneath the counter and she blows her hair out of her face.

"Grace! Babe!" She's so sweet, I forgot how much I loved talking to her.
"Zoeee! I missed you, I feel like I haven't been in here in years." I admire the coffee shop.
"It does look much better in here doesn't it?" Zoe stands up and put her hands on her hips.
I glance at her and notice that she was on the floor when I walked in.
"Uh...why were you on the floor." I giggle.
"Ah, yeah sorry about that. I dropped some coffee beans down here before you came in and I was having a panic." She scratches the back of her neck and blushes.

Before I could reply to her, I heard the bell of the door ring which makes me turn around.
A tall young man with yellow highlighter hair walked in the room and I felt my whole face heat up...I don't know why, I literally bumped into him and I was pretty pissed of with him so why do I have an admiration for him.
He walks in and doesn't notice me at first but when he got closer he looked at me.
"Oh hey, you're the girl I ran into yesterday." He laughs.
"Ha, yep that's me..." I instantly regret saying that for some reason.
"Grace you know Josh?" Zoe smiles.
I stare at Josh for a minute and then it clicks.
"I knew you were Josh Dun! I was just about to ask you yesterday but you jogged off before I could even speak." My words seemed to have flowed ok that time.
"Ha, well at least you're not going crazy like most people do...it gets slightly annoying sometimes." The pale yellow head admits.
"You wouldn't like my friend Valerie then."
"No?"
"She practically worships you..."
"Not the first time I've had someone tell me that." He looks up and laughs.
Oh god why is he all of a sudden so perfect...I didn't really pay attention yesterday but damn, this guy.
"Wait Zoe how do you know Josh?" I wonder.
"Oh, he's just a regular customer I guess."
"I'm guessing you run a lot then Josh?" I laugh.
"Ha yeah, practically everyday."
For some strange reason when he said that segment of a couple of words...it's almost as if the world was going in slow motion, he words flowing right through me, his eyes...oh fuck his eyes were practically beaconing for some love...but I've just met this guy, how can I be so attached already.
I glance down at his arms, his right one plastered with a tattoo. His arms look like they could carry anything, his hands looked gentle but manly, his shoulders looks muscly and strong...how did I not notice any of these things before.

"Grace?" I hear a voice asking for me.
"Huh?" I realise that I had been staring at josh the entire time I was zoned out. "Oh sorry, I'm just a bit out of it at the moment."
For the rest of the conversation I felt Josh looking at me for most of the time.
I ended up finding out that Josh was going back on tour in the next 2 months and that he has an apartment near me.
I ended up leaving in distress towards the end.
Nothing really felt the same after I was caught literally admiring his arms so intensely, maybe he things I'm just weird.

I walk home and it started to rain, I didn't really mind rainy afternoons, it means that I can get some work done being cozy and have a warm cup of tea.
I get into my apartment and throw my keys along with my good mood.
I put on my kettle and put on my desk lamp which added a nice golden glow to my room.

As I poured my tea I heard a knock at the door.

I did an awkward tip toe run and looked through the spy hole to see the walking highlighter again. I messed around with the chain that gave me extra security for when my door wasn't locked and opened it.
"Josh?"
"Hey, I just wanted to check if you were ok...you kinda went off earlier." Josh's eyes were practically puppy dog eyes constantly.
"Oh um, yeah, sorry about that...I kinda needed some air but ended up walking home." I confess.
"Needed some air?"
"Yeah...it was getting very stuffy in that room." I fake laugh.
"Tell me the real reason." He's talking to me as if he's known me my entire life.
"Come in?" I welcome him into my apartment as if it was nothing.
Josh agreed but I feel like he only agreed to see if I was actually mentally ok and not because he wanted to go in for himself.

We sat down and I made him a drink. I broke the ice by just starting my explanation out of the blue.
"I don't know if you could tell but when I zoned out it looked a lot like I was checking you out and I honestly had so much anxiety because I felt like such an idiot and now the more I explain why I needed some air it sounds stupider and stupider..." I huff and put my head in my hands.
I felt some warm hands grab both of my arms to reveal my face, this alarms me because I didn't expect him to be forward like that.
"It's not stupid, I understand why you were embarrassed, in fact I'm pretty sure anyone would be, I know that I would be." He comforts.
"Y'know, I didn't think that someone I bumped into yesterday...literally, I would get so close to, so quickly." He leans back slightly.
I didn't even know that we were "close" I mean...we're closer but I wouldn't say that we're "close" .......but he's pulling me in, it's as if he's doing this on purpose...I don't know, I kinda like it though.

I stand up to put my cup onto the counter and when I get to the counter, as I put my cup down I feel arms around my stomach and slide down my hips. I turn around in shock.
"J-josh, what are you doing?!" I stutter.
He didn't say a word.

Adrenaline.
Lots of adrenaline.

He kisses my neck slowly, sucking onto my slightly pale skin, it was so wrong but fuck, it was so right.
I start to breath heavily and every touch that he made lingered on my skin, everything was so intense...more intense than I've ever felt in my life.
He lifts his head up from kissing my neck and starts to lean into me, tilting his head to the left.

"Grace."

I jump out of my skin as I heard a door close.
It was a dream...
I inspected the room and saw a note on the table.
'I hope you feel better after your nap, you fell asleep when I went to put your cup away. I'm sorry I had to leave, Tyler called me and it seemed like he wanted me to go and meet up with him.

-J'

Woah...
I've never had a dream that intense before, especially about someone I've just met...but I could feel every touch...

This guy.

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