WARNING: ANGST
im in a angsty mood.
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"Hyungwon, you can't just leave." (y/n) said frowning. "Who said I wanted to have a baby at eighteen." the boy argued.
"It's your fault I'm pregnant in the first place! If you weren't such a horndog, maybe this wouldn't have happened!" Hyungwon rubbed his temple. "Look, (y/n), I can't take care of a baby right now. I have my whole life ahead of me." (y/n) looked at him with wide eyes.
"You think I don't! Hyungwon, I'm sixteen. You are being so selfish right now." Hyungwon didn't say anything, his face looked like he was thinking about something. "You could always abort it."
Hyungwon felt a sharp pain on his cheek, (y/n) had slapped him. "I am not killing this baby." (y/n) said with tear filled eyes. "Then what the fuck do you want me to do!" Hyungwon yelled. "Just go. Get out."
Hyungwon huffed and walked out the door, slamming it on his way out.
(y/n) started to sob uncontrollably, as she didn't know what to do. She was pretty sure Hyungwon meant the things that he said so they're relationship was probably over.
then all she saw was darkness.
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(y/n) woke up in her bed, her sleeping next to her. She got and looked outside, it was now dark the time read 12:05 am . Sighing as she sat her desk chair, going over the events that took place earlier. "(y/n), are you feeling better?" her mother questioned sitting up. "Yeah, you can rest for a bit more." her mother smiled and hugged her.
"Don't ever scare me like that again, I came home and you were passed out on the floor." "I'm sorry, it won't happen again." She hugged her, tighter this time. "I love you." "Love you, too mom." (y/n) smiled.
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(y/n) woke up feeling gross, feeling that she and her bed were wet. Did I seriously wet the bed, I haven't done that since elementary school.
(y/n) hurried to the bathroom and turned the light, she looked in the mirror in horror. Blood..? You don't get periods when your pregnant.. She gasped as she ran into her room, and looked it up. A hand came up to her mouth as she read the words on the brightly lit screen.
A.. miscarriage. A tear fell down her face, many more falling afterwords.
timeskip..
It had been two days since (y/n)'s miscarriage and Hyungwon hadn't bothered to check up on her. She dialled his number. It rang a few times before going to voicemail. (y/n) let out a shaky breath. "Heyyy.. Hyungwon.. So, I had a miscarriage. You're probably happy, seeing as you didn't want it in the first place." at that point (y/n) started crying.
"Gosh, I can't believe I was dating such an asshole. Were those 'I love yous' fake, because If you truly loved me you wouldn't have been such a prick and accepted the fact that you decided not to use a condom and got your girlfriend pregnant. You'd show that you loved me by taking the responsibility of a father. But now I know that you didn't love me and you only wanted sex." with that (y/n) hung up and wiped away her tears.
"Ugh, I feel like shit.."
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