A Confused Love

Intemacy

Desi POV
Me- I have nothing to say to you.
Mari- Put your pride aside Des, if you didn't want me to be here, you wouldn't have kissed me last week.
I was silent, but she continued to talk.
Mari- look, I wouldn't be here if I didn't care about you, I think I got feelings for you too.
I looked at her, she looked like she was being honest. But I know her, and she's not one to be in a relationship with.
Me- Are you forgetting that I know you Mari, even if I wanted to be with you, you wouldn't stay. I know how you get down, and you are not about to play me like a...
I was hushed by her smashing her lips into mines. I was into the kiss as soon she began. She broke the kiss and was inches in front of my face.
Mari- You are so fucking sexy to me right now.
I couldn't even swallow. I blushed uncontrollably. She rubbed her hand on my inner thigh
Mari- I want you Des and I know you want me too
Her hand started to get higher and higher up my dress.
Mari- I want you to be mine.
Her hand was at my underwear, and I could feel her going under it. In less than seconds, her fingers was in me. I moaned to the feeling. It was sensational. She kissed my neck and moved to my ear.
Mari- Lemme know if you want me to stop.
But that was the thing, I didn't want her to stop, I wanted her, no one but her.
Me- go faster
I pushed out in a moan. And with that she did. She pushed her fingers deeper and faster inside of me. I couldn't help but moan loud. It felt so good.
Mari- you like that?
Me- Mhmmm
I was soaking wet, and it was all because of her.
Mari- your too tense, you need to loosen up. But your super wet and I like it.
She started back kissing me and fingering me at the same time. It felt so good. Mari was speaking to me in between the kiss.
Mari- say you'll be mine.
Her fingers pushed up against my walls making my back arch.
Me- yes(moans) yes I'll be yours.
For the first time in forever I was actually happy. I hope it will always be like this.

Brina POV
Roc- Damn(groans) you tight as fuck.
Me- Yea(moans) mmmm. Go deeper.
He did as I said. Making me scream his name. He then did one strong pump making me arch my back and pull the bed sheets.
Roc- (groans) say my name louder
He trusts harder causing me to scream his name. He made my body tingle.
10 minutes later
Roc-you always satisfy me
Me- you do the same to me.
I layed my head on his chest while he played in my hair.
Me- so what you doing for the break ?
Roc- hopefully you
He looked down at me with a smile.
Me- (laughs) cornball
Roc- nah but for real, I'm just gonna hang back and chill.
Me- You and me both
He kissed me lightly. Then his phone dinged. He looked at it then put it down.
Me-who texted.
Roc- Umm my ma . yea she wants me to pick up some things for her. I guess I should be leaving now.
Me- Oh....ok . Just text me later
Roc- gotcha babe
He kissed me one last time then left.
I always had fun with Roc, but as soon as we get done with sex, he has something else to do. He's such a busy person. But I can't help but think about him all the time. I think I'm in love.

Jacob POV
What just happened? Were we about to...oh my god we were! That's my best friend I can't. But I didn't want to stop. Her lips were so soft and she smelled so nice. She probably is super confused right now. I shouldn't have ran out like that. I need to talk to her. I looked at my phone and it was 5:30. First I need a shower. Then I'll go back to see her.

Lese POV
I was getting out the shower to get ready for tonight because me and Brina were going to the club for my birthday. I was not gonna let that incident between me and Jacob get in the way of me enjoying my birthday. I love jacob very much and I'm not mad at him. I just feel like it got to awkward and he couldn't take it. And we both just need time to forget about it. I placed my designer black dress and my black red bottom wedges next to it. I had just got finished doing my make up. It took me a good 35 minutes to get my hair how I wanted it. After my hair and make up was done I put on my dress and slipped on my bedroom shoes. I grabbed my heels and my keys and was out the door.
15 minutes later
I pulled up at Brina's house and parked on the curb. I left my heels in the car. I was walking to the door when I heard some loud hype music. I was gon knock on the door but I knew she wouldn't have hear me so I just walked in. She was dancing in the living room looking happy as ever. I went to turn off the music almost giving her a heart attack.
Brina- girl when you get here
Me-(laughs) just now
Brina- I'm just celebrating with you and getting ready to ttfu tonight.
Me- well save that energy for tonight. But right now you need to get ready.
Brina- yea ya right. Come on lets go upstairs.
We went upstairs so she can get ready.
Brina- so what did you do after school today
Me- me and jacob basically spent the whole day together. Then went back to my place.
Brina- ooouu then what happen.
She was smirking at me which made me laugh. I didn't wanna tell her what happen because it was too embarrassing.
Me- then he left
Brina- well that was pretty lame. Anyways you ready to turn up hoe !!!
Me- duhh!
We left her house and was now in the car on the way to the club.
Me- Brina where your car at ?
Brina- Mari got it, she somewhere. Probably with a little hoe.
Me- girl you know ya sister can pull'em.
Brina- girl bye. Where yo sister at?
I completely forgot about Des, I didn't know where she was.
Me- girl i don't even know.
I gave my phone to brina
Me- here text her see where she at.
She texted her and we waited for an answer
Brina- she said she's out with a friend and she won't be home till late.
Me- ok
About 10 minutes later we pull up to the club and the music and lights are bumping.
Brina- damn it's packed in here
Me- i know right
We headed to the bar.
Me- we are gonna turn up promise ya that
Bartender- what can I get you two beautiful ladies.
Me- ill take some whiskey
Brina- and a fruity ciroc for me.
Bartender- here ya go
Both- thanks
We both had drinks after drinks after drinks . we were dancing having a good time till we needed to sit down.
Me-(laughs) girl I almost broke my damn heel. And I'm like totally seeing 8 of you right now.
Brina-bitch you are drunk
Me-(sounding tipsy) meee noooo. Have fun with me. TURN UP!!
Brina-ssshh calm down
Me- hey brina isn't that roc over there with that girl who's really pretty and is twerking on him major hard.

Brina POV
It was roc. And he was getting twerked on by a girl.
Me- what the hell. Um lese im gonna go see whats up. Stay here ok.
Lese- I I captain..
I walked over to him and he saw me immediately..
Roc- oh .. Hey brina
Me- oh hey roc . Who's this ?
Roc- ummm
Shay- I'm shay, his girlfriend. Who are you ?
Me- I'm a dumbass girl who he just got done fucking a few hours ago.
There was so much hurt in my heart. And all he could do was just look at me.
Shay- What ?!?! Roc you been fucking around with ugly ass hoes on me ???
Me- UGLY bitch...
I was making my way to her when roc cut in between me.
Roc- please brina, we was never nothing serious. Just leave .
Me- wow. Your just an ass . and I gave my all for you and you took advantage of me. So yea ill leave but don't ever talk to me again
Shay- Oh he won't
I brushed past them both and left the building. I couldn't be there anymore. I just needed a walk to forget about everything.

Lese POV
I was way to drunk. Then I saw Brina leave. Or maybe she didn't I really don't know.
Me- well I guess I'm by myself.
Stranger- well hello beautiful
Me- you talking to me
Stranger- yes of course. Can I have a dance .
Me- my feet hurt. And i don't know you.
Stranger- come onnn dance with me .
He grabbed my arm with force. I was getting annoyed.
Me- No dude leave me alone
Stranger- Stop acting like a bitch and just dance .
His grip got tight
Me- let go of me that hurts.
Out of no where I saw jacob come and shoves the dude out of no where.
Jacob- she said let go.
The dude raised his hand up in defense and left.
Me- Woo hoo for Jacob who saves the dayyyy.
Jacob- lese are you drunk ?
Me- maybe just a little.
Jacob- Come on let me take you home.
Me- okie dokie artichoke
And he drove me home. He helped me up all the way to my room.
Me- oouu jake your so nice for helping me.
I plopped down on my bed.
Jacob- yea well any thing for my friend.
Me- I thought you didn't want to be friends no more because you left me when we was bout to get nasty.
Jacob- ( laughs) no lese I will always be your friend.

Jacob POV
Lese- well I don't want to be friends with you no more
Me- why?
She patted a spot on the bed telling me to sit by her. So came and sat by her
Lese- I don't want you to be my friend no more because I want you to be my boyfriend.
I looked at her loosely drunk body and was shocked at the same time.
Me- Lese your drunk you don't know what your saying.
Lese- yes I dooo !! I want to be your girlfriend !!
She started yelling and I had to calm her down.
Me -ssshh ok ok lese your my girlfriend now
Lese- yaayy . now can we kiss.
I looked at her and thought why not. I leaned in and kissed her softly and then stopped.
Lese- wow your really good at that.
She smiled at me and I smiled back .
She than got up ran to the bathroom.
I ran behind her, she was over the toilet throwing up. I ran and lifted up her hair. After she was done I grabbed her some water then layed her down in bed. I cut off the light and was about to leave when she said something.
Lese- Jake ... Can you stay.
I smiled through the darkness, kicked off my shoes and got in bed next to her.
Lese- thank you for taking care of me
Me- you know I got you.
I kissed her forehead and we drifted off to sleep.