A Confused Love

Confessions ?

Jacob POV
Kim- mmm yeah Jacob(moans) just like that.
I grabbed her hair and continued hitting it from the back.
Me-You like it baby don't you
Kim- YESSS
Just then the door burst open and there was lese in tears.
Lese- How could you do this, you said you were different and that you loved me.
Kim- Well he lied
I couldn't get a word out. Kim got out of bed pulling the sheets with her to cover up.
Kim- Don't you see hun, I get what I want. And you can't do anything about it but...cry.
Kim laughed and made her way back to me.
POWWW!!!
Without a word Kim fell to the floor . I looked up and saw lese holding a gun...
Lese- Boom bitch
I got up from the bed scared and paranoid
Me- Oh My God you killed her .
She was silent... and then she started making her way to me still holding the gun . It was now pointing towards me as she continued to walk.
Lese- We were happy jake. Why would you hurt me ? Why would you make me do something like this ?
Me- babe just put the gun down and we can talk about this .
Lese- don't babe me !!! Babe ?? Are you serious Jacob ?
She was now at me with the gun . Pointing it at my head.
Me- lese please don't do this
Lese- (laughs) don't beg you make yourself look bad.
Me- We..We can work..work it out
Lese- stop stuttering
I didn't know what to say. She traced the gun from my head to my chest.
Lese- You know I would never want to do this. After all these years, I never thought my best friend / lover would hurt me like this . And I'm SICK AND TIRED OF BEING HURT !!
I looked her in her eyes and I saw so much regret and conflict. She tapped the gun right where my heart pounded fearfully.
Lese- So now I'm going to hurt you where you hurt me.
Me- LESE PLEASE NOOOOO
BOOMMM!!!

Lese- JACOB WAKE UP!!
I popped up in bed at the movement of lese shaking me.
Lese- Are you ok your sweating and you were yelling.
I can't believe that was just a dream. I had to tell lese about Kim and the party last night . No matter the consequences, I just can't keep this from her.
Me- Yea babe I'm fine but I need to talk to you...

10 minutes later
Lese- Did you like it ?
I looked at her and her head was down
Me- babe I couldn't hurt you like that. I pushed her head out the way and was out the door. I wanted to tell you last night but we had fun and we were freaky and... I just didn't want to ruin the moment.
Lese- I will kill that bitch . Does she not know that ?
Me- Babe I'm so sorry. I didn't mean for none of this to happen.
Lese- It's not your fault babe . Don't worry about it.
Me- Why are you not upset ?
Lese- Oh I'm upset . Just not at you and you told me the truth . Why would I be mad ?
Me- I love you so much
I kissed her forehead and she smiled.
Lese- But if you ever go near her again I will cut you and that bitch.
Me- Got it
Lese- Kent told me she's trying to break us up, and she tried to get him to help.
Me- Woah Woah huh ? So that's why she did that, to break us up?
Lese- Obviously, but she's not done. And when she tries to do some stupid shit like that again, I'll be ready. So she betta be.
Me- You still talking to Kent ?
Lese- It's nothing like that jake, he just feels sorry for all he's caused me and is trying to make up for it.
Me- Ion trust him babe and ion want him around you no more.
Lese- Why ???
Me- I just don't lese he's not a good guy.
Lese- people change jake
Me- Yea well I don't like him and you shouldn't be talking to him end of discussion.
I got up and made my way to the bathroom when she spoke.
Lese- And what if I do talk to him ?
I looked at her then walked in the bathroom ignoring her question.