A Confused Love

Another Chance ?

Roc's POV
Brina- (moans) yes roc
Me- you like that huh ?
Brina- yes I love it, go deeper!
Me- (grunts) uhh I love you
Brina- I hate you, don't talk to me ever again.....
Me- No brina don't go I love you, brina stay brina stay bri...
All of a sudden I felt a warm hand race across my face.
Shay- ROC WAKE YOUR ASS UP!!
Me- Did you just slap me?
Shay- Why the fuck are you dreaming bout that bitch ?!?
Me- man what are you talking bout...
I got up out the bed and acted as if I didn't hear anything shay was saying . This was the third night in a row that I had dreamed about brina . I really fucked up and now she won't even look my way.
Shay- You love the bitch don't you ?
Me- Aye stop calling her a bitch like that.
Shay- And now your defending her?!? WHY DON'T YOU JUST ADMIT IT.
Me- YOU WANT ME TO ADMIT IT?OK! I AM IN LOVE WITH THAT GIRL. Every night I wish she was laying beside me instead of you . I wish I was touching her body and loving her like how it use to be. I want to be with her and nobody but her. I'm not HAPPY IF SHE ISN'T HERE!
I looked at her as she just glared at me angrily. I just layed back down in bed.
Me- Is that what you wanted to hear ?
She grabbed her shoes and slammed the door on her way out. I rolled over in bed to reach my phone, I searched for Brina's number and texted her. I had to make things right between us.

Brina POV
I got up early to go for a run around the neighborhood, it's been a while since I actually did some exercise. I made it back to my house just in time to get a text from roc.
Text message From "him 😒" : Wassup Brina, Long time no speak lol. Anyways I hate how things ended between us. I'm an idiot for letting you walk out of my life. Can we meet later at Decora's maybe around 4:30. I'll be there, but I'll understand if you don't show. But I would really love it if you did. Just let me know.
I just looked at the text, for a really long time actually. What is he trying to do to me ? He hurt me to much for me to just crawl back to him this easily. I had to call lese, I don't know what to do.

Calls Lese
Lese- hey girl
Me- I have a problem
Lese- Oh god what happened now
Me- it's about roc, he text me saying he wants to talk
Lese- that's a problem ?
Me- yess ! I'm not sure if I forgive him yet.
Lese- oh honey, you have to forgive and forget. That situation happened ages ago.
Me- Lese he hurt me. I don't want to feel that again.
Lese- I know, and he's an asshole for that. But you have to do what's makes you happy. If he makes you happy then you should go hear him out. But at the end of the day it's your decision and you do what you feel is best for you. I'm sure he'd understand.

As I listened to my friend, I thought it over. I decided to go hear what he has to say. I should at least hear his apology.
Me- your right Lese, thanks. I love you girl
Lese- girl it's no big deal, I love you too bitcchh, now let me go finish washing my hair.
Me- ok bye
Lese- byeeeeee
End of phone convo
I looked over at the clock and it was 3:15 . I went ahead and started to get ready. Today was the day that I listen to the boy that broke my heart. This should be interesting.

HI GUYS ‼️Once again sorry for the gap it's just going to be like that for a while ☹️ but I will still be updating, because this story is far from over 👍🏾