A priest once told me that we should be thankful that God is still with us even if we doubted him. He is still there. He never doubted us, that is why I feel really disappointed with myself. He would always forgive us. He shows his love through our parents, care for us through our friends. I felt like I was about to cry when the priest asked me, “why are you doubting God?” I answered, “Sometimes I would doubt his presence” I felt like crying coz I was so disappointed with myself for doubting him. He has done everything for me, gave me what I needed. And that is what I did to him? I felt like I was the worst person. The priest also told me that without God I would not be here. Yes, he’s right. And I am very thankful that He gave me a chance to live this life and to share my stories with you.
I had an experience once. And I don’t know if I should be sharing this with you. But if you read this, i’m pretty sure that God wants you to know what I had experienced.
I was kinda ummm meditating.. my mind was totally blank. Then it turned white. I saw a man walking towards me. I was shocked so I opened my eyes. The other members were still meditating. There’s nothing unusual happening so I closed my eyes again. And it became white again.
The man to be exact, he was tall, white and his hair was golden brown. He was holding my hand. We kept on walking until I saw a figure of another man. A very tall man, you could feel the power vibrating from him. He was wearing a white long clothe. When I looked up, instead of seeing a head, what I saw was a big ball of white light. I could feel my heart feel lighten. I could feel joy in my heart, literally. I mean, just seeing this tall person in white robes with a big ball of light as His head made me feel really happy. DEEP DEEP down in my heart I feel really happy. Like all the happiness are concentrated on my heart. For once, I was overjoyed. Because I could feel so much happiness, my eyes teared with joy. That kind of feeling that I felt was so unique. I can’t explain it well, but it was the best feeling in the world. I never felt that feeling before.
And I realized, this must be God, the LORD our God! I remembered that he told me something. I couldn’t see his face but I knew he was telling me something. The bad thing was I couldn’t remember it. Then I hugged him, He was the first to ever hug me that I remembered. I went to that man who sent me before and held his hand. We also talked but I didn’t know what he was saying. I kissed him in the cheeks and bid goodbye. Then, I just knew that he was my angel, my angel who was always there to protect me, to guide me to do what’s right. Maybe he is guiding me to write this for you to read guys. Angels do exist, I believe that, and I will never stop believing that they exist. I could remember that angel wings were closing on me. After that it went black.
When I opened my eyes, I saw that the members are still the same. And I wondered if he really was God. It was such a privilege to see him. I always prayed that I would someday see him and it came true. But I do hope that I knew what he said. The problem for me was I didn’t listen well, what did he say? Why did he show himself to me? I wonder why, you guys must wonder why too right? Maybe because I doubted him before and that is why he showed himself to me so I will not stop believing that he exists. That I should believe him, that maybe he didn’t want me to let go of the rope of my faith that links me to him.
After this experience, I saw a book “Heaven is so real” by Choo Nam. I hope that you would also read it. I knew that I had to read it. This book has a message for everyone. And I hope that you would understand the book’s message to us.
I love God more than anything else in this world.
I hope that the people would be ready for his coming. He’s waiting for us to be ready.
His kingdom is already ready. So all we have to do is prepare for his coming. We never when know when that day is, maybe this minute, tonight, later or the next few days. We never know. Live life the right way!
Thank you for reading this. May God bless you and your family always.
